Tuesday, December 9, 2008

Holiday Plan!!!

9-10 Dec: KL Trip with Family
12-14 Dec: KL Trip with Buddies
16-21 Dec: Langkawi and KL Trip with Friends

Any1 notice any funny places?
Yeah yeah... 3 times KL trip in 1 month!!! how crazy i am~~

Notice for football kaki:
liamzai birdji bidiao xiaomao ahmok zhuaida avaible in kluang now
who got holiday?

Saturday, December 6, 2008

回家咯~

Finally it's my turn to have holiday loh~
So happy now!!! Going back home in next few hours.... Waiting my parents now... Hehe~~

It's really d*mn fast i finish the 3rd semester in NUS, packed with the f*cking academic and s*cking cca.

5 core module and 1 faculty requirement... people really shock to hear i taking these modules, but in fact stil got coursemate take 7 modules! i stil just a normal guy here, maybe even the lousiest!
Hoping to go SEP in year 3 and i work hard (vry hard!!!) this sem. but i think the last 2 module during my final exam period will be screwed again. Haih...

the torture part has pasted... and also the happier part...
after the exam, stil the same
dota, sleeeeeep... but woke by a stupid survey call after i close my eyes for 30 minutes!! WTF!!!
cannot slp  after tat... and i go play red alert 3.... lame graphic and quite disapointing loh~~

after that, i go bugis eat steamboat and celebrate jayxian birthday! so long time no eat beef liao~
eat stil vry vry vry full jor~ no join dao the sing k trip in orchard >"<
and when i was playing red alert 3 t ard 1am, smsed by xinyi to r6 play... until 430am
and record the stupid short video clip... dunno bunbun will upload or not~~

the 2 days after 3 dec, each day watch 1 movie: madagascar2 and bolt.. quite not bad lah ^^

after that then balik kampung loh
KLUANG kia, I FINDING FOOTBALL KAKIs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Saturday, November 29, 2008

Endless Rain

I'm walking in the rain, 
though everything seems to be hurting me for some reason. 
There is only nothing. 
Just kill me now ... as I roam forever. 
Until I can forget your love.

To me sleep is a confusing, narcotic 
that only quiets the beating heart. 
All my love seems to flow from my body like a heart felt memory. 
I keep my love for you to myself. 

Endless rain, fall on my heart In this wounded soul. 
Let me forget, all of the hate, all of the sadness, 

Days of joy, days of sadness slowly pass me by. 
As I try to hold you, you are vanishing before me. 
You're just an illusion. 
When I am awake, my tears have dried in the sands of sleep. 
I'm a rose blooming in the desert. 

It's a dream, I'm in love with you. 
Hold me warmly in your arms. 
I awake from my dream
I can't find my way without you

The dream is over. 
I can no longer hear the voice of your gentle words. 
Floating off tear stained walls. 
So awakening in the morning, I'll move into my dreams ...
until I can forget your love. 

Endless rain, fall on my heart, in this wounded soul. 
Let me forget, all of the hate, all of the sadness. 
Endless rain, let me stay a memory in your heart. 
Let me take in your tears, take in your memories

Sunday, November 23, 2008

[18SX]图书馆奇遇记

If you are under 18 better find ur daddy or mummy to accompany you to read this article... ^^

Just as usual, i continue my mugging journey in NUS Central Library...
Everything is fine and everywhere is crowded although today is Sunday...
Here come the funniest part!!!

After finish my lunch, i got the feeling of releasing something.
I went up to 6th floor male toilet (of coz not female).
I choose the last cubicle and when i stripped off my pants, i heard something funny.
Eeee Aaaaa Argggg........
OK, i dun want to describe the sound here.. you can imagine yourself....
I tot someone is having a conversation pver his phone, so i continue to do my job...
WTF.... the strange and weird sound continue....
OMG... I realised my neighbour is watching PORN and settling himself!!!
Walao... i fast fast finish and ask Bunbun to have a "look"....
Our conclusion is "NUS students have their own special destress method!"

The moral of the story is the toilet cubicle is a good place to watch TV... LOL

Saturday, November 22, 2008

20岁咯!

哇!真的是很快就2张没得找了~~
咻一下!我又老了一岁……

12am一到,电话开始振动,msn开始有人找我
哈哈
有开心到
因为是还在准备final的reading  week,
还以为会没有人记得
哈哈 有爽到
不过出乎意料 facebook那里很多人留言
结果慢慢一个一个回复 哈哈

一大早跑去Central Library读书
结果看到BunBun带相机
就agak猜到等下可能会有事情
结果jyeing很反常的要去engine吃午餐
就知道他们有计划,还打算硬硬要他们去arts
作弄他们一下 不过算了 哈哈
结果又看到biz的一gang人在那里
蛋糕还很明显放在那里
就假假什么都不知道咯

真的谢谢大家的出席
看到有jr有开心到
哈哈
谢谢
送我礼物的朋友们,
策划帮我庆祝生日的朋友们
BunBun熬夜做的生日卡
熹熹的加油卡  
勤勇帮我收盘子
森森的雪糕
obalak的香蕉
把礼物放在书包结果害shengran以为我没有收到的jyeing
当然还有家人的祝福 哈哈^^

p/s: happy birthday to jingting~
p/s2: thanks xinyi cake~ ^^

Monday, October 27, 2008

Let's talk about responsibility

This article may influence your emotion with some rude sentences. Beware of it!

In Spiderman1, there is a quote
from Uncle Ben
Remember, with great power. comes great responsibility.
What if you, me or him do not have the power? is it ok for you to shrink off the responsibility?

What if you have done your best, but they just doubted whether you have achieved your task?

blah blah blah...

There is the cruel of the reality, what i hate most. No one will know your contributed effort unless you do in front of them. Nothing to hide from others, I met a lot of people cross my line recently, "Responsibility."

Being a cluster leader, what you need to know and do? report facilities failure? collecting mails? organizing events? That's not really true, you just need to know how to handle those nasty or troublesome residents from all over the world.

Different countries have their very own cultural. I know it. But do I need to suit for everyone?
Before is holding a cluster meeting and getting all the residents for a shampoo loss case? And now is holding for smelling of smoking.

Ok, maybe I do not need to report to the RAs but this is the way to scare off those naughty residents. Just a general gentle reminder email does not work at all. We are all UNDERGRADUATE, not 3-year-old kids.

Really piss off with those guys. Ya, you are great in study but can you please learn to think in others' situation. Talk is easy, man. You come try do this kind of dirty works lah! o0o

Friday, October 24, 2008

难道不能就在原地呆久一点?

大二的生活就只有一个字:“忙”
课业 + CCA = Year2
真的是很不爽

最近看到很多人在讨论Amcisa这个东西
究竟她还有没有继续生存下去的意义
看着maincom辛辛苦苦地忙着

待续

又一个天亮

12:11am
O型男,

我想这是第一,也是最后一封写给你的信。
你知道我在写这这封信的时候在想着什么吗?
我想起了我们第一次相遇的时候,那天下着很大的雨。
我一个人抱着一堆书从图书馆冒着大雨冲到对面的96号巴士站。
你一个人在后面追我,一面捡起我掉的文具。
总是在一起吃饭、跑步还是看电影的我们
总是被你的朋友们取笑
你也只是笑笑面对 没有任何解释
我也期盼着你会有解释的一天
3年了 真的很快
我们还是一样要好 没有去越过那一条界线
我有时候会想 会不会是我想太多
我想我需要的是一份勇气 不是逃避
那一份可以让我继续等待的勇气 我很傻,对吧
天亮了,地球又转了一圈。现在的我在你的另一端。
我想约十年后的你和我度过十年后的今天。就我们两个人。
可以吗?

银水瓶。
6:08am

Thursday, October 2, 2008

一篇感人的故事

从老公房里传出的呻呤声

一个个无情的误解,纷乱了幸福的脚步。当命运的死结终于用代价打开,一切都为时已晚。接婆婆来家安度晚年,结果却背离我们的初衷。

结婚二年后,先生跟我商量把婆婆从乡下接来安度晚年。先生很小时父亲就过世了,他是婆婆唯一的寄托,婆婆一个人扶养他长大,供他读完大学。“含辛茹苦”这 四个字用在婆婆的身上,绝对不为过!我连连说好,马上给婆婆收拾出一间南向带阳台的房间,可以晒太阳,养花草什么的。先生站在阳光充足的房间,一句话没 说,却突然举起我在房间里转圈,在我张牙舞爪地求饶时,先生说:“接咱妈去。”

  先生身材高大,我喜欢贴着他的胸口,感觉娇小的身体随时可被他抓起来塞进口袋。当我和先生发生争执而又不肯屈服时,先生就把我举起来,在脑袋上方摇摇晃晃,一直到我吓得求饶。这种惊恐的快乐让我迷恋。

婆婆在乡下的习惯一时改不掉。我习惯买束鲜花摆在客厅里,婆婆后来实在忍不住了:“你们娃娃就不知道节约吗?”我笑着说:“妈,家里有鲜花盛开,人的心情 会好。” 婆婆低着头嘟哝,先生就笑:“妈,这是城里人的习惯,慢慢的,你就习惯了。

婆婆不再说什么,但每次见我买了鲜花回来,依旧忍不住问花了多少钱,我说了,他就“啧啧”咂嘴。有时,见我买大包小包的东西回家,她就问这个多少钱那个多少钱,我——如实回答,她的嘴就咂的更响了。先生拧着我的鼻子说:“小傻瓜你别告诉她真实价钱不就行了吗?”

快乐的生活渐渐有了不和谐音。 婆婆最看不惯我先生起来做早餐。在她看来,大男人给老婆烧饭,哪有这个道理?早餐桌上,婆婆的脸经常阴着,我装做看不见。婆婆便把筷子弄得丁当乱响, 这是她无声的抗议。

我在少年宫做舞蹈老师,跳来跳去已够累的了,早晨暖洋洋的被窝,我不想扔掉这惟一的享受,于是,我对婆婆的抗议装聋作哑。婆婆偶乐帮我做一些家务,她一做 我就更忙了。比如,她把垃圾袋通通收集起来,说等攒够了卖废塑料,搞得家里到处都是废塑料袋;她不舍得用洗洁精洗碗,为了不伤她的自尊,我只好偷偷再洗一 遍。

一次,我晚上偷偷洗碗被婆婆看见了,她“啪”的一声摔上门,趴在自己的房间里放声大哭。先生左右为难,事后,先生一晚上没跟我说话,我撒娇,耍赖,他也不 理我。我火了,问他:“我究竟哪里做错了?”先生瞪着我说:“你就不能迁就一下,碗再不干净也吃不死人吧?”

后来,好长一段时间,婆婆不跟我说话,家里的气氛开始逐渐尴尬。那段日子,先生活得很累,不知道要先逗谁开心好。

婆婆为了不让儿子做早餐,义无反顾地承担起烧早饭的“重任”。婆婆看着先生吃得快乐,再看看我,用眼神谴责我没有尽到做妻子的责任。为了逃避尴尬,我只好 在上班的路上买包奶打发自己。睡觉时,先生有点生气地问我:“芦荻,是不是嫌弃我妈做饭不干净才不在家吃?”翻了一个身,他扔给我冷冷的脊背任凭我委屈的 流泪。最后,先生叹气:“芦荻,就当是为了我,你在家吃早餐行不行?”我只好回到尴尬的早餐上。

那天早晨,我喝着婆婆烧的稀饭,忽然一阵反胃,肚子里所有的东西都抢着向外奔跑,我拼命地压制着不让它们往上涌,但还是没压住,我扔下碗,冲进卫生间,吐 得稀里哗。当我喘息着平定下来时,见婆婆夹杂着家乡话的抱怨和哭声,先生站在卫生间门口愤怒地望着我,我干张着嘴巴说不出话,我真的不是故意的。我和先生 开始了第一次激烈的争吵,婆婆先是瞪着眼看我们,然后起身,蹒跚着出门去了。先生恨恨地瞅了我一眼,下楼追婆婆去了。

意外迎来新生命,却突然葬送了婆婆的性命!

整整三天,先生没有回家,连电话都没有。我正气着,想想自从婆婆来后,我够委屈自己了,还要我怎么样?莫明其妙的,我总想呕吐,吃什么都没有胃口,加上乱七八糟的家事,心情差到了极点。后来,还是同事说:“芦荻,你脸色很差,还是去医院看看吧。

医院检查的结果是我怀孕了。我明白了那天早晨我为什么突然呕吐,幸福中夹着一丝幽怨:先生和作为过来人的婆婆,他们怎么就丝毫没有想到这呢?

在医院门口,我看见了先生。仅仅三天没见,他憔悴了许多。我本想转身就走,但他的模样让我心疼,没忍住,我喊了他。先生循着声音看见了我,却好像不认识 了,眼神里有一丝藏不住院的厌恶,它们冰冷地刺伤了我。我跟自己说不要看他不要看他,伸手拦了一辆出租车。那时,我多想向先生大喊一声:“亲爱的我要给你 生宝贝了!”然后被他举起来,幸福地旋转。我希望的没有发生。在出租车里,我的眼泪才迟迟地落下来。为什么一场争吵就让爱情糟糕到这样的程度?回家后,我 躺在床上想先生,想他满眼的厌恶。我握着被子的一角哭了。
  
夜里,家里有翻抽屉的声音。打开灯,我看见先生泪流满面的脸。他正在拿钱。我冷冷地看着他,一声不响。他对我视若不见,拿着存折和钱匆匆离开。或许先生是打算彻底离开我了。真是理智的男人,情与钱分得如此清楚。我冷笑了几下,眼泪“哗啦哗啦”的流下来。

第二天,我没去上班。想彻底清理一下自己的思绪,找先生好好谈一次,找到先生的公司,秘书有点奇怪地看着我说:“陈总的母亲出了车祸,正在医院里呢。”

飞奔到医院,找到先生时,婆婆已经去了。 先生一直不看我,一脸僵硬。我望着婆婆干瘦苍白的脸,眼泪止不住:天哪!怎么会是这样?直到安葬了婆婆,先生也没跟我说一句话,甚至看我一眼都带着深深的厌恶。

关于车祸,我还是从别人嘴里了解到大概,婆婆出门后迷迷糊糊地向车站走,她想回老家,先生越追她走得越快,穿过马路时,一辆公交车迎面撞过来……

我终于明白了先生的厌恶,如果那天早晨我没有呕吐,如果我们没有争吵,如果……在他的心里,我是间接杀死他母亲的罪人。

  先生默不作声搬进了婆婆的房间,每晚回来都满身酒气。而我一直被愧疚和可怜的自尊压得喘不过气来,想跟他解释,想跟他说我们快有孩子了,但看着他冰冷的眼神,又把所有的话都咽了回去。我宁愿先生打我一顿或者骂我一顿,虽然这一切事故都不是我的故意。

  日子一天一天地窒息着重复下去,先生回家的时间越来越晚。我们僵持着,比陌路人还要尴尬。我是系在他心上的死结。

一次,我路过一家西餐厅,穿过透明的落地窗,我看见先生和一个年轻女孩面对面坐着,他轻轻地为女孩拢了拢头发,我就明白了一切。先是呆,然后我进了西餐 厅,站在先生面前,死死盯着他看,眼里没有一滴泪。我什么也不想说,也无话可说。女孩看看我,看看我先生,站起来想走,我先生伸手按住她,然后,同样死死 地,绝不示弱地看着我。我只能听见自己缓慢的心跳,一下一下跳动在濒临死亡般的苍白边缘。

输了的是我,如果再站下去,我会和肚子里的孩子一起倒下。

那一夜,先生没回家,他用这样的方式让我明白:随着婆婆的去世,我们的爱情也死了。先生再也没有回来。有时,我下班回来,看见衣橱被动过了——先生回来拿一点自己的东西。我不想给他打电话,原先还有试图向他解释一番的念头,一切都彻底失去了。

我一个人生活,一个人去医院体检,每每看见有男人小心地扶着妻子去做体检,我的心便碎的提不起样子。同事隐约劝我打掉算了,我坚决说不,我发疯了一样要生下这个孩子,也算对婆婆的死的补偿吧,我下班回来,先生坐在客厅里,先生看着我,眼神复杂,和我一样。

我一边解大衣扣子一边在心里对自己说:“不哭不哭……”眼睛很疼,但我不让它们流出眼泪。挂好大衣,先生的眼睛死死盯在我已隆起的肚子上。我笑笑,走过 去,拖过那张纸,看也不看,签上自己的名字,推给他。“芦荻,你怀孕了?” 自从婆婆出事后,这是先生第一次跟我说话。我再也管不住眼睛,眼泪“哗啦‘地流下来。我说:“是啊,不过没事,你可以走了。”

先生没走,黑暗里,我们对望着。先生慢慢趴在我身上,眼泪渗透了被子。而在我心里,很多东西已经很远了,远到即使我奔跑都拿不到了。不记得先生跟我说过多 少遍“对不起”了,我也曾经以为自己会原谅,却不能,在西餐厅先生当着那个女孩的面,他看我的冰冷的眼神,这辈子,我忘记不了。我们在彼此心上划下了深深 的伤痕。我的,是无意的;他的,是刻意的。

期待冰释前嫌,但过去的已无法重来!

除了,除了想起肚子里的孩子时心里是暖的,而对先生,我心冷如霜,不吃他买的任何东西,不要他的任何礼物,不跟他说话。从在那张纸上签字起,婚姻以及爱情 统统在我的心里消亡。有时先生试图回卧室,他来,我就去客厅,先生只好睡回婆婆的房间。夜里,从先生的房间有时会传来轻微的呻吟,我一声不响。这是他习惯 玩的伎俩,以前只要我不理他了,他就装病,我就会乖乖投降,关心他怎么了,他就一把抓住我哈哈大笑。他忘记了,那时,我会心疼是因为有爱情,现在,我们还 有什么?

先生用呻吟断断续续待续到孩子出生。他几乎每天都在给孩子买东西,婴儿用品,儿童用品,以及孩子喜欢的书,一包包的,快把他的房间堆满了。

我知道他是用这样的方式感动我,而我已经不为所动。他只好关在房间里,用电脑“噼哩啪啦”敲字,或许他正在网恋,但对我已经是无所谓的事了。

转年春末的一个深夜,剧烈的腹痛让我大喊一声,先生一个箭步冲进来,好像他根本就没脱衣服睡觉,为的就是等这个时刻的到来。先生背起我就往楼下跑,拦车, 一路上紧紧地攥着我的手,不停地给我擦掉额上的汗。到了医院,背起我就往产科跑。趴在他干瘦而温暖的背上,一个念头忽然闯进心里:这一生,谁还会像他这样 疼爱我?先生扶着产房的门,看着我进去,眼神暖融融的我忍着阵痛对他笑了一下。从产房出来,先生望着我和儿子,眼睛湿湿地笑啊笑啊的。我摸了一下他的手。 先生望着我,微笑,然后,缓慢而疲惫地软塌塌倒下去。

先生笑着,没睁开疲惫的眼睛…

我以为再也不会为先生流一滴泪,事实却是,从没有过如此剧烈的疼撕扯着我的身体。医生说,我先生的肝癌发现时已是晚期,他能坚持这么久是绝对的奇迹。我问医生什么时候发现的?医生说五个月前,然后安慰我:“准备后事吧。”

我不顾护士的阻拦,回家,冲进先生的房间打开电脑,心一下子被疼窒息了。

先生的肝癌在五个月前就已发现,他的呻吟是真的,我居然还以为……

电脑上的20万字,是先生写给儿子的留言:孩子,为了你,我一直在坚持,等着看你一眼再倒下,是我现在最大的愿望……我知道,你的一生会有很多快乐或者遇 到挫折,如果我能够陪你经历这个成长历程,该是多么快乐,但爸爸没有这个机会了。爸爸在电脑上,把你一生可能遇到的问题一一地写下来,等你遇到这些问题 时,可以参考爸爸的意见…… ?

我最最亲爱的孩子,写完这20多万字,我感觉像陪你经历了整个成长过程。真的,爸爸很快乐。好好爱你的妈妈,她很辛苦,是最爱你的人,也是我最爱的人……从儿子去幼儿园到读小学,读中学,大学,到工作以及爱情等方方面面,事无巨细都写到了。

先生也给我写了信:亲爱的,娶了你是我一辈子最大的幸福,原谅我对你的伤害,原谅我隐瞒了病情,因为我想让你有个好的心情等待孩子的出生……亲爱的,如果 你哭了,说明你已经原谅我了,我就笑了,谢谢你一直爱我……这些礼物,我担心没有机会亲自送给孩子了,麻烦你每年替我送他几份礼物,包装盒子上都写着送礼 物的日期……

回到医院,先生依旧在昏迷中。我把儿子抱过来,放在他身边,我说:“你睁开眼笑一下,我要让儿子记住他在你怀抱里的温暖……”

先生艰难地睁开眼,微微地笑了一下。儿子偎依在他怀里,舞动粉色的小手。

我“喀嚓喀嚓”按快门,泪水在脸上恣意地流……
在一阵感动过后,发现情节蛮虚构的。但还是扯了我的心一下。

Friday, September 26, 2008

流水账

发现我在blog里面放的东西越来越没有什么意义
似乎跌到了谷底
recess week差不多要过去了
回家2-3天
帮人家做concert2天
dota2天
啊~要疯了……没有做到什么东西

发现到自己右脚的膝盖真的有点不行了
是时候挂靴了
激烈跑动的时候有酸痛的感觉
不懂为什么会酱紫
加上扁平足的火上加油
踢完球/跑完步/打完球 = 痛到飞天

一直想找些时间写些东西
可是当我要开始的时候
脑袋就是一片空白
近来常常一有时间就躲在房间里面
真的是变成海龙王三太子了

闭关在房间的这些日子
很像与世界脱节料
不管是自己还是周围的朋友都发生了一些事情
每个人都讲很久没有看到我
开始了解树函跟我讲过的anti-social的感觉
阴霾快点散去~

Sunday, September 14, 2008

別把曖昧當愛情

无意间发现的文章……
據說現在很流行曖昧,
朋友的事例太多:

你們認識很久,
他天天朝九晚五噓寒問暖的

電話比你的鐘錶還要準時

你滿心歡喜你開始心懷期待,
就連做夢都會笑出來

可是他就是什麼也不說

你對自己說等等再等等,
直到有一天

你看到他身邊有了另一個身影
你震驚 " 不是...這是....我是.....? "

在朋友眼裏你們很登對
每次聚會他做你的護花使者責無旁貸
你也發現自己對他有了些些的依賴
他總是不經意的拍拍你的肩
很寵愛的揉揉你的髮,

朋友關於你們之間無傷大雅的玩笑讓你覺得很甜蜜

你說你感覺幸福就在不遠的地方
就在你以為一切都將水到渠成的時候
睛天霹靂,他說他從沒對你有過這種想法
他說這是你的誤會.

你呆住了
" 誤會?那麼多人前的親昵......竟...竟然是...誤會.....? "

傷心嗎?難過嗎?痛苦嗎?只是....只是
誰讓你把曖昧當愛情呢?

這是個曖昧橫行的年代,
感情出現的第三個種類.

比友情深比愛情淺
游走於二者的邊緣

這就是曖昧,
是什麼時候開始本應是明明朗朗的愛情成了一場麓戰,

誰先動心誰就滿盤皆輸萬劫不復.
是誰把簡單複雜化

其實說穿了,

曖昧,
是可以推脫責任的遊戲,
沒有承諾就無需負責;

曖昧,
是勇敢者的遊戲,
無畏的人

才能在角逐中進退自如;

如果你沒有鐵石鑄就的心腸做軟胃甲
那麼你就別拿曖昧當愛情...



曖昧是,
比好朋友再親一點,
但比情人遠一點

曖昧是,
你會常常在MSN等他線上
當他幾天沒有線上,
你就會有些擔心



曖昧是,
你會不時去他的BLOG看看有沒有更新
而且你會留意字裏行間
他對你有沒有什麼暗示

曖昧是,
有感覺,
然而,
這種感覺不足以
叫你們切切實實地發展一段正式的關係

曖昧是,
明白人生有太多的無奈
現實有太多的限制
你知道沒有可能但又捨不得放手

曖昧是,
有進一步的衝動
卻沒有進一步的勇氣

曖昧是,
他不是你的情人
但似乎他比你的情人更關心你和瞭解你

曖昧是,
你會編一條圍巾給他,
但大家從沒有開始過

曖昧是,
雖然他不是你的情人
但他卻會對你說:
你對我是十分重要的

曖昧是,
你感冒時有一個會在晚上打電話來
特意提醒你服藥,
叫你蓋好被子早點睡的普通朋友

曖昧是,
每當他提及他的另一半時,
你會萬箭穿心

曖昧是,
為了逃避背叛的罪惡感

曖昧是,
甜津津又同時酸溜溜的
往往從未開始,
已叫人不安,
患得患失

曖昧是,
別人以為你們在搞地下情時,
你會沾沾自喜

曖昧是,
別人問你們是否戀愛中
你張口結舌

曖昧是,
常常掙扎表不表白。
你怕表白之後,
你既得不到一個情人,
卻又失去了一個知心好友

曖昧是,
見到他,
你會心跳。
見不到他時,
你會掛念他

曖昧是,
兩個人都會互相猜想
他是不是已經暗示了什麼?
我是不是自作多情?

曖昧是,
每天大家都會聊MSN,
會互傳手機短訊,
無規律地偶然約會

曖昧是,
你很想多走一步,
但又怕會嚇怕了他
你會很小心流露自己的感情

曖昧是,
除了情人節之外,
其他的節日,
大家都交換禮物



曖昧是,
兩個人沒有承諾過什麼。
但雖然如此,
你願意付出的,
比有承諾的情侶更多
沒有責任
但你卻很渴望去承擔,
不問回報

曖昧是一扇門,
你可以停留在門外,
也可以踏進房子裏面

然後你不可以停留在門下面。
門 --- 永遠不是終點站


Saturday, August 30, 2008

Week 3 is over

Like my title say, week 3 is over. What have i done in this week?

CTW Position Paper, critique, SANA meeting, preparation for AGM, tones of tutorial, chasing my beloved lecturers' light speed, lab report and more and more.....

I suddenly realized that i am in the same situation of the ex ex foc com. Disappear after the foc.... What i even promised when i get the post of the programmer, i also cannot make it, not saying half of it.

JB outing to foon yew high school carnival. How i wish i can go. What block my way is always those nasty things. Nanana.... do not have the mood to talk about that.

Btw, i found i am in a weird situation in my hostel. As there are 3 clusters in level 9 for whole R3, i am in 1 of those 3 and there are girls staying in the other 2 clusters!!!
Oh my god!!! Is pgp trying to mix girls and guys in same cluster in future? I feel like being a guinea pig, but a quite happy guinea pig. Wahaha.... But what's the point i am happy of? lol....

Quite sad news.... i got 2 friends from my secondary school are going to move out by Sunday. Stupid pgp office....


A early happy birthday to my country, Malaysia!

Sunday, August 24, 2008

忙碌的周末

24/8 Amcisa AGM,一早起来,发现窗外下着大雨,心里盘算着今晚junior们的烟花之旅怎么办。然后就开始我忙碌的一天了。

整理整理一下,一个礼拜堆积下来的东西,真的是不像话。加上昨天8pm临时决定打了一个晚上篮球,累累累~看看CCA的东西,印印tutorial一个早上就没有了。1130am自己一个人去吃个饭然后就走去lt1。

结果,迟到的习惯就算在最后一个活动还是出现了。1150pm我还看到NTU和NUS的人还在canteen。天啊~有点失望……

AGM还是一样的冗长,还好我带了lecture notes去看,为tutorial做准备,结果也没有很大进展,就在一边帮忙拍照。

不一会儿就在那里发愣了,突然间发现,原来一年前我也是坐在前排等待,很有passion地想为这个大家庭付出。然后也落选了,当时还有senior直接叫我去做foc康乐,结果就这样上了。现在坐在这里的时候,我一度怀疑自己还有那份心没有。之前也有被问是否要出任职位,一度动心,不过还是放弃了,我很怀疑自己的能力,我发现那条线正在慢慢下降,犹豫。

半途离开回去pgp做无聊的事,再赶回去。我觉得自己有点无聊,为什么要浪费力气、时间?
我也找不出个答案。看着新任的maincom就职,觉得自己也应该要成熟点了。

大家加油!Amcisa加油!

Monday, August 18, 2008

逃避 面对

原来我那么地单纯
逃避并不是面对的一种
躲在黑暗的角落有何益处
倒不如大大方方地坦然面对
再见
不管昔日的键锁
撕下当初的面具
递出左手
祝贺 恭喜

Talent Night

又是午觉惹的祸
通常到接近醒的那段时间,是听得见电话响的,但是头脑还是有点钝钝的
Talent Night当天3pm,我的电话响了……
“喂,william啊~……”一听就知道是慧宜,应该是提醒我等下要早点去terminal还是什么的,也敷衍地回答她:“哦哦哦哦……”
祸真的从口出,结果听到最后一句“酱你就帮思慧当旁白,Thank you啊~”还是很标准的拉尾音。
食屎啦!!!!!
起来穿了件衣服就过去r2帮他们对稿
junior junior,就是要对他们好~基于之前当过很烂的主持经验,还是没办法地扛下这个重担。。。

可能是太free style的表演,结果超时,害我一直在凶控制时间的人。对不起啦,NTU的朋友。
只是希望junior的表演可以完整地呈现给你们,毕竟他们费了很多心思准备。

今年很多队伍在题材上很明显地进步了,搞笑以外带出来的意义,真的是有水准。不像去年我表演的那个……==
当然,顶你的U06真的完全让小丁发挥到淋漓尽致。伟阳,赞!

不过,时间方面拖到很迟。结果没有得好拍大合照,去年的这个时候,一定会“U05!!!U06!!!U07!!!”不停召集朋友拍照,今年就没有。失望……

心机男女们,明年加油!
NTU的朋友早日拿到房间~

Friday, August 8, 2008

棒棒糖——胆小鬼森森语录

邦浩:全场最认真的男人全场最努力忍耐力强

颖婷:很有笑容、很有亲和力、做事有效率

雯欣:随和、和蔼可亲、平易近人

结盈:低调、做事认真、默默付出

洁莹:字体秀丽、大家姐风范、开朗

静婷:人如其名、文静、内敛、做事效率高

勤勇:傻大哥风范、守时、做事有担当

晨峰:舞蹈不错、任劳任怨、有苦说不错、豪迈

嫊涵:活泼开朗、勇敢、能办事

伊婷:能够提供建设性意见、爱家、低调

欣怡:有责任感、有办事能力、傻笑声很大、还慢一拍

圣然:有表演天份、天生谐星、让大家开心、同时可以是很认真很努力

施熹:有鬼点子、风趣

祚莹:有责任感、很努力、很开朗

维廉:做事认真、很好玩

子杰:电脑技术不错、使命必达、耍帅风格很独特

有朋自远方来

MMU的鸟肥趁着Mid Term Break跑来新加坡找我们。当然,又是传统的火锅聚餐。不过,之前他们去看电影,我则在房间休息。小小不舒服,也没有帮JyeIng带Jr去做StdPass。

这次聚餐是在seoul garden!!! 第一次吃火锅没有流汗,又有甜品吃。虽然有点贵,久久一次罢了。开心就好。哈哈……奉劝要去吃的同胞们,不要拿绿草雪糕啊!你们会后悔的!!!

吃饱早早就回来PGP咯~不过没有电脑的我就看看他们打Dota。不到几分钟就被叫去帮佩雯庆祝生日!哈哈!满开心的啦~喜欢看到别人生日时开心的样子!不过,竟然遇到Billa邦,被抓去开会=。=

第二天一早,就跑去Jurong Bird Park玩鸟。一整天就泡在那里,哈哈!又饿又累~看到一个蛮漂亮的混血小妹妹,还有很多鸟。就有印象的是老鹰类的表演,就在你的面前飞过!咻~头发还被它的翅膀扫到2次。照片拍了很多,不过还没有拿到。里面的鸟是很现实的咯,喂它喝水不鸟你,只要两块钱的饲料,还差点shit在bison身上!

两天下来蛮累的,不过很开心,因为肥龙他常常愿意下来找我们这些懒惰出门的家伙聚一聚。
Cheer for s3s1 guy gang!

5/8 被摸记

5/8一大早7点我就起身了。
梳洗完毕后,喝了杯奶茶就冲到Med10的Anatomy Hall就打工。

说“打工”也没有很辛苦,815am呆坐到1245pm,间中看看报纸、玩玩手机,还有两次tea break和一次lunch break。可能被人家摸一摸,$50就平平安安入口袋。

不只是幸运还是不幸,我的颈项就被9个未来医生(还是master毕业!)还有一个外国来的Prof摸了数十次。

写到这里,我觉得我写到很像在卖肉酱。哈哈……
感谢汇聪介绍的好lobang,去帮NUS Medicine School做Live Model。间中可能会有点显,不过那里的prof都很友善,还会问我累不累。结果,lunch break的时候,还有prof讲我的英文不错。哈哈!


Wednesday, August 6, 2008

顺其自然

大二即将开始,我亲爱的朋友们,可能你们想更了解我。但请不要尝试越过最后的一条底线。

该说的,我会跟对的对象说。如果我没有对你说,或许我还不过信任你。来日还方长,彼此交流的机会并不是没有,不必去打听我的过去以及现在。

一份单纯的关心,对朋友的关心,对不起,我不喜欢这种关心。都在同一片天空下,为何不能面对面地谈呢?

就让一切自然地发展……

忽略 无视

日子混混沌沌 过去
早晨 露水沾湿了眼角
瞳孔里出现的
只有那张希望的脸孔
转瞬间的是
嫉妒 失落 愤怒
的神情
请你告诉我
枷锁的截止日期 何时
解脱是唯一的解决方案

没有我的你的生活
或许没有差别
没有你的我的生活
我在尝试忍耐
当有一天你发现我的不存在
我就成功了
离开

如果你不爱一个人,请放手,好让别人有机会爱她;
如果你爱的人放弃了你,请放开自己,好让自己爱别人;
有的东西你再喜欢也不会属于你的,
有的东西你再留恋也注定要放弃。
人生中有许多种爱,但别让爱成为一种伤害。
如果真诚是一种伤害,我选择谎言;
如果谎言是一种伤害,我选择沉默;
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Sunday, August 3, 2008

再见,疯狂!

——两封信

给女孩:

认识你我想也有很长的一段的时间了。可能,你对我还不了解,反之,我也不理解你的想法。也可能,我常常让你感到我很神秘古怪,行为上有些异于常人。相处的时光,我留下了很多的回忆。如果人是靠回忆,不管是好还是坏,来品味生活。我想这已经足够我接下来的几年。到了某一天,我会把这些回忆锁在一个角落,可能会囤集灰尘,但是却不会磨灭、消失。酸甜苦辣咸,五味杂陈。最后,我想对你说:“谢谢你教会了我这么多东西,这一次我学到了放弃。真得很谢谢你。”

给男孩:

到成为好朋友以前,可能我们都在彼此寻找各自的方向。在人生旅途中的一次交叉点,相遇、同行,或许真得很快,但我要离开的时机已经成熟。把握这次的机会,我将前去另一个黑暗的世界,剥去之前的包袱。朋友,珍重!

Thursday, July 31, 2008

FOC有感

中学时期的一位好友,毓秀曾对我说过:“很可惜你不能看着一个团体像小生命般在你的带领下成长”。那时的我从口才训练组退出加入数理学会已经有2年了。那时候,这句话在我的心中掀起了小小的涟漪。

到了FOC的结束,我开始有体会这句话含义的机会。从1/7开始起,我们17个人天天在一起。说不熟是假的啦。从开始的一箩箩问题到圆满结束的那一天,我学到了很多,得到了跟多。FOC一开始的时候,我做为一个康乐,并没有感受到任何的压力或任何的感觉。看着筹款辛苦的在策划活动,筹长为开会人数总是不到齐而烦恼,副筹长对自己的威严逐渐失去感到无奈,那时候的我也就只能尽力去帮头帮尾。平时除了看看前几届的档案,就是找找GL人选。

到了year1结束的时候,司职康乐的我开始与zy和cc讨论一系列的东西。时间表、组名、寻宝、转站、Fright Night到Secret Partner,每一样都是我们的心血。其中遇到的问题以及挫折,让我有时候觉得,或许我的表达能力以及人际关系上的沟通,真的是需要进步。

康乐,可能大家觉得只是想想游戏、会带热气氛的一个角色。
可能,我不是一个风趣幽默的康乐。

可能,我不是一个计划周全的康乐。
可能,我不是一个思想细腻的康乐。
但,并不尽然。
我们三个,是很好的康乐!

我很欣慰,因为我有两个好伙伴。
我很开心,因为我有份参与NUS AMCISA FOC 0809的诞生。



Tuesday, July 29, 2008

FOC

FOC,Freshman Orientation Camp……… 第一次办的生活营。付出了很多,得到了也很多。

16/7,正式开始。20/7完美结束。

16/7
我错过了第一天。
跟我一起到新加坡读书的鸣泽家里出了些事,我赶回去找他。
收到消息的15/7,我在床上想了很多东西。辗转难眠。

17/7
开幕礼
再次来到这里,不同的身份,不同的想法,不同的心情。
或许我还是那么的嬉皮笑脸,我却察觉到了不安以及不信任。

18/7
计划总是赶不上变化
看到了很多东西,嘴角微微上扬
也不代表什么
不安的双手以及嘴巴却在肆动,恶心

退化成掠夺者,在黑暗中快速匐行,干净利落地撕裂对方,放出嘶嘶吼叫。
汗水以及成就。

19/7
不同国家的风俗不同
或许你觉得可笑,但在我的地盘却是100%实用
蓝天的泪水看似无情,却更加残酷
指路人的好心却被海水卷走
柳暗花明又一村


20/7
舞台上的灯光开始黯淡
蜡烛处发出强烈的光芒
抢过了星星的风头
一个做事很认真又可以很好玩的男人退下了舞台

Saturday, July 26, 2008

跨别一个月

很快一个月就过去了,琐琐碎碎的麻烦事像蚂蚁找到糖一样,一个一个地接踵而来。

1/7刚抵达pgp,就浪费了我两个小时的时间来check in。Block 10-09-K是女生的房间,整个cluster的人都没有搬出来,就叫我搬进去。要不是我厉害看到隔壁cluster整串的国旗飘扬,不然我就变成偷窥狂了。
后续:到现在我都还在Blk 10-10-D,什么蛋糕哦!还不要给我搬进去~

在新加坡没有逗留超过1天我又赶回去马来西亚准备捍卫我们的全国华教常识比赛。听起来或许有点跩,但真的我的大队长-黄老总先生觉得我们可以卫冕。没错去年我们是冠军队!!哇哈哈~到比赛的120题变200题再变成108题,题目再次变态地很多课外题。真的希望可以卫冕,明年参加就把常年杯放在居銮!所谓万无一失,捧杯照当然不可以忘记,即宣布我们的夺冠宣言。过分?不会啦~
比完赛,就去看了《Hancock》,巧遇依芳和她的印尼朋友Olivia。接着去銮中看看万人宴的彩排后,就跟晓雯,比雕,依芳,Olivia,麒弘喝茶。一个特别的组合,能在毕业后一起喝茶,还真是缘分,尤其是在麒弘飞往澳洲的前几天。感谢他的请客!万人宴过后,我就赶回新加坡了。
后续:我以校友的身份被采访还登报tim!

回到新加坡,如火如荼的准备FOC,练舞、test game、开会,真的是没有时间上网,连麒弘的机都没有送到,匆匆打了个电话给他又回去开会了。室友cc跟我每天过着日出而做,日落而息的生活。简直是同甘共苦!从com test game到senior camp到FOC前一天,问题不断,转机不停。大家也爱苦中作乐,开会不忘打机、看戏。尤其是棒棒糖和billabong的KOF,还有jieying的MAME,简直是沙漠中的绿洲。

待续……

Sunday, June 29, 2008

朋友 Amigo 친구

记得很久以前看过一句话,“好朋友是在一起,即使不说话,都不会感到尴尬。”
这句话应该不适合在我的身上,我太多话了,除非很累,不然我一定会一直跟朋友说话。哈哈~

2829疯狂的两天就这样结束了……

在看完西班牙3-0大胜俄罗斯后,我就一直睡到11点多,然后看看华教常识的资料,四处去找GL人选,眨下眼,咻~6:30pm出发咯!

玲玲隆隆,我们班强悍的女生把我们这群男生真的照顾到很好,又生火又炸东西,我实在惭愧,只会在旁边帮他们扇风,哈哈~烤鸡翅膀、炸丸子、炒米粉、薯条、satey,最后还有猫妈的炸鸡翅膀,这次不肥都不行了。不过那个酸柑柠檬水,味道很奇怪 ><

看到很多同学出席,实在是感动,尤其是那些特地赶回来的,真的是不爱死你们都不行,哈哈!尤其是一年没见的老瀚,还是老样子,幽默幽默!不过我们很想忘记了大合照。哎哟~秋萍还大牌的很,要人家去家里请她……

疯狂的唱k(当然不是我),只是观众的我也很享受! 真的是很喜欢大家聚在一起的感觉,虽然有人说过我们班不团结,搞小圈子blar blar blar……不过,我觉得我们班的凝聚力是很不错的咯,至少聚会都是会有30人。

銮中风华90赞!虽然是少了很多东西,但是回去那里走走感觉还是很开心。尤其是踏在草地上的感觉,只有一个字:爽!变成最后一代礼拜足球人,有点辛酸……回主题,找了很多老师,看了很多摊位,结果没有玩到什么,太热了!

晚上的futsal night,哈哈,3球!进步咯!不过可惜沟通上的问题,害到阿豪没有来,真的是伤心~

期待下一次的聚会,谢谢阿猫!

Saturday, June 21, 2008

时间 光阴

回来这里已经一个月又一星期了,还剩下一星期的“假期”。

时间真的很快,当初要每个礼拜踢球的决定到现在都没有实现,在家不是发呆、准备迎新营就是睡觉。现在多了一个全国华教常识比赛,开始感到肩膀真的不是铁做的,如果要硬扛下来真的付出很多。第一次有彷徨无足的感觉,会有人问,“你真的有酱忙没有?”其实不然,我不是忙,只是太高估自己,接下太多的工作,结果超出自己能力范围。看来我真的是没有什么评估能力。

说回时间,个人的耐性不是很好,不喜欢浪费时间,所以等人的感觉我不太喜欢,尤其是到最后被放飞机,我会直接想杀掉对方。母亲曾训过我,“你的老婆一定很惨,酱没有耐心。”不过两天内被4个人放飞机咧!看什么玩笑,健力士记录哦!最近,我开始想,或许是我一味的要别人跟着我自己的安排好的时间表,别人还是会有自己的时间表。可能我太自我中心了,该检讨检讨……

看到截止时间一天一天的逼近,问题和烦恼却不断地浮出来,结果压力一下来,脾气变到很急躁,又很压抑下去,天气又很热地在旁火上加油,结果就一直不停叹气。有谁可以找到 Incredible Hulk 里面的气功师傅?

我不可以放弃!现在只可以相信船到桥头自然直……无奈……

p/s: 不要对号入座,
最近放我飞机的人不是你!

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

充实的7天

可能是老天看我太无聊,特地让我过了一个充实的一个星期。

《Kungfu Panda》《Incredible Hulk》《The Happening》,几乎是每两天看一场电影。哈哈。钱包也要破了一个洞了。
《Kungfu Panda》还好咯,不觉得特别好笑,普普通通,还过得去,不过小孩子是笑到天翻地覆。
《Incredible Hulk》的话,如果跟上一部比较的话,差很远,好看很多,动作方面蛮不错的,不过结局我不明白,为什么男主角要跑掉?
《The Happening》,叹气,被骗了……还以为可以跟The Day After Tomorrow可以比,结果差点变冷冻排骨=。=

还跟许多朋友喝茶聊天,有些是虽然同在新加坡读书,但见面的机会还是很少,毕竟大家都很忙。蛮开心的,看到中学时期的朋友,总是特别开心!

最刺激的是礼拜天!漆弹枪大战!我跟阿莫一队,比雕卡夫同队。由于不久后卡夫弹药用光了,阿莫执意要杀鸽子,结果沟通失误,阿莫发挥杀手本色,冲到前方扫射。结果比雕掩护卡夫,中了很多枪。哈哈。结果,我全身都湿透了,太热了!!!带个面罩、防弹衣再加上一把抢,热到不行!

一个礼拜就这样很快结束了……又差不多要回新加坡了,FOC Oh My God!!!
现在期待学校的嘉年华还有小猫家的烧烤会!

Sunday, June 15, 2008

速度 足球

高速奔驰,一向是我最爱干的事情
不过只限于在草场上
叫我驾车狂飙?不可能……
油价这么贵,加上我驾驶技术不是非常pro
我想都不敢想,哈哈
转会正题

在正式进入nus就读后,在草场上奔驰的机会算了算应该只有10+次而已
一方面懒惰礼拜六早上爬起来踢球,另一方面这里不说,哈哈
不过,说真的我很怀念高中毕业后的那段时光
几乎每个礼拜天很勤劳地跑回学校踢球,11人对11人那种
空旷的空间,我总是冲来冲去,很像不会累似的
虽然我不是跑得最快的那一个,但我喜欢奋力在后面迫近别人的感觉
虽然别人说我跑得快的时候,我会有一点点地开心
虽然在踢球时我总是“偷鸡”进球,我还是会很开心
虽然我不是很厉害运动的卡,但是我有很大很大的热情

不过最近认老咯,跟弟弟那一班小弟踢球
touch的feeling全部不见了 转身慢了 反应也慢了
简直是中扫不过我还是硬硬吃进去进了一粒 哈哈
满开心的
校友队,几时才可以完整归队?

Saturday, June 14, 2008

这几天可能使睡眠时间变化太大,睡眠品质都不是很好,所以一直都有在做梦。

比较记得这个梦
我一直在一个很高的地方往下俯视
印象中看到一个转校生来到一间日本高校
很老套的剧情:四处去参观然后看到很多很奇怪的东西和运动项目(细节不详说,我也不太记得)
过后在一间课室遇到我的高一、三物理老师,仙姐
她似乎不记得我了(不明白为什么她会看得见我,我又会上前跟她打招呼=。=)
有些失落的感觉……
过后就看到很多的同学冒出来……然后就发生很多事情(我又不记得了)
接下来的梦突然都以片段方式不停的带过
只记得
看到一个叫“静”的女生,很高很高,瘦瘦的,头发长长的,牵着那个男生的手在散步
又突然看到他们在一个谜宫内奔跑
然后我就醒了

为什么我会记下这个梦?
通常我很少会梦到一半突然醒来,还有sweet的感觉=。=
加上
我对静感到很好奇
为什么我会这么记得她的名字 反而不记得她的样子
而且我没有认识这样的一个女生
所以才写下来

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

赶上热潮

昨晚看欧锦赛看到5am
意大利对荷兰 世界杯冠军惨吞3:0
我可以想象明天的体育版会有这么醒目的标题
意大利以防守出名 少了一个主力中后卫 卡纳瓦罗 为什么会如此不济?
想不通……唯一可以理解的是荷兰打出了一场漂亮的演出
还是赌球的魔爪伸向了这场比赛?
希望我是杞人忧天

如有雷同,纯属意外

11am - 迟起的虫儿没有被鸟吃
12pm - 早餐午餐一起同杀
2pm - 午觉对身体有益
4pm - 尝试让自己清醒
6pm - 晚餐
7pm - 糜烂
9pm - 堕落
12am - show time
2am - show time 2
4am - 昏睡

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在家里发霉的日子就是这么无聊
不过我还蛮享受的
呵呵

Tuesday, June 3, 2008

你是不是一个好老公?

許多男人都認為自己結婚後一定會是個百分百的好老公,可是女人可不見得也會給予相同評價!維納斯特地設計了以下測驗,請女生拿給另一半,或者男生自己測測看,了解一下你將來或現在成為好老公的機率有多高。

測驗開始:將每一題得到的分數加起來,再對照測驗結果。

A:1分 B:2分 C:3分

1 你的女性朋友是否很多?

A 不多,很少跟女生講話。
B 很多,常常有許多的異性朋友。
C 不多,不過通常都很熟。

2 上大號時,你習慣是:

A 速戰速決,馬桶沒什麼好坐的。
B 放鬆心情,享受解放時的快感。
C 慢條斯理,順便看本書。

3 到大賣場購物,結果卻碰到下雨天,你會:

A 算了,又不是非得今天買不可。
B 如果雨不大,還是會過去看看。
C 不管!還是按照定計畫殺過去。

4 颱風來襲,看到新聞報導許多災民又無家可歸,你的心情是:

A 氣急敗壞,大罵政府無能,不如民間單位。
B 事出必有因,災民也應該重新思考與自然的關係。
C 特別關心溫馨感人的新聞,並且會設法提供協助。

5 你曾不曾主動追女孩子?

A 我蠻被動的,希望女生可以主動。
B 有啊,簡直是家常便飯。
C 相處有感覺了,才會慢慢交往。

6 會花很多時間在感興趣的事物上?

A 當然,不僅廢寢忘食,花再多錢投入也心甘情願。
B 曾經在某一段時間特別沈迷投入,但後來脫離了。
C 時間調配得很好,不會讓興趣破壞正常的生活。

7 麥可喬丹的住所到距離你家只有30分鐘車程,你會:

A 天天當狗仔,守在他家樓下。
B 對他一點興趣都沒有,住我家附近又怎樣!
C 閒著沒事時可能會去串門子,敦親睦鄰一下。

8 你最想當哪種人?

A 當紅節目的主持人。
B 高收入的醫生律師。
C 位居要津的公司主管。

診斷分析

8~12分:好老公機率30%

你強迫另一半接受自己的價值觀,愛情按照你寫好的劇本在走,當對方提出要求時,你總是不放在心上,認為對方又在無理取鬧!其實女孩子要的,不見得是你做了多少,而是你有沒有真的重視、在意她。想當好男人、好老公之前,就得先學會傾聽。

13~16分:好老公機率50%

你的脾氣古怪暴躁,情緒失控時,除了言語暴力之外,你也可能施以暴力、動手動腳。雖然事後也會懊悔,但傷害造成後,卻難以彌補。懂得控制脾氣,也盡量不要鑽牛角尖。女孩要的是穩定,而不是像地雷般隨時可能引爆的老公。

17~20分:好老公機率70%

你對女孩子很好,總是盡量溫柔體貼。只是另一半卻往往得寸進尺,冀求你付出更多的愛,因而開始無理取鬧,讓你頗難忍受,讓婚姻或感情進而產生危機。為了雙方好,你不能忍受的事就別悶心底,免得埋下日後爭吵的導火線,自己又成了爛好人。

21~24分:好老公機率80%

你對女人的要求簡直到了有求必應的地步。你寧願自己穿地攤貨,也要另一半名牌加身;寧願自己挨餓受凍,也要另一半過著少奶奶般的貴族生活。在女孩的心中,你當然是個好老公,但你忽略兩人相處,貴在心靈交流而非物質享受。

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哈哈……我拿19分!!

Friday, May 30, 2008

Year 1结束……

这一篇我留在这个时候才写,因为我认为成绩出来的时候才是,一个旧的结束,另一个新的开始。

Year 1的结束代表着什么?
6个月,2个sem过去了?还是常常挂在我嘴里的“时间如驹,人老咯”?
现在,我觉得是一个不能停下的人生经验,不容许任何差错的过程。
你可能认为这样太极端了,不过……
如果你在一眼之间失去你的全部目标,或许你多少会了解我的感觉。
抱负、野心、志愿、梦想,对我来说可能太沉重了。
跌倒爬起,再跌再爬起。
痛不是最可怕的,最可怕的是习惯,当你习惯了以后,上进心或许会不见。
现在的我没有了目标,单纯的继续下去吗?
我不愿套上那个圆环,勒住自己
我想象不到这样的自己,原来我会变成这样
失去所有,我看我能高速前进了

Blank stares at blank pages,
No easy way to say this,
You mean well, but you make this hard on me.
I won't burst a tear for you,
You don't worth it.

Thursday, May 29, 2008

Buck Up, LiamZai!

Experienced a lot in past fews days, some more tomorrow my sem 2 result will be released!
Oh gosh! I need a strong heart to take these blows!
Travailler d'arrache-pied, LiamZai!

Tuesday, May 27, 2008

笑看天下

你问我为何不参与
我咧嘴一笑
何人能看透天下丑态
唯我 君临天下
何德何能?
对不起 我不是mafia

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纯粹想写些霸气野心的东西
哈哈

Monday, May 26, 2008

树林里的信

漫无目的的
我行走在森林中
那一层浓雾让
我看不见我的目的地
我曾听见温暖熟悉的声音
我的心不停的怦怦
颤动
是害怕吗?
还是激动?
我不知道 我
迷失了方向
跌倒了再爬起来
再跌倒
受到了伤害
也弄疼了树 也不知有没有
我的伤口流出来的是
红色的血
我的心是一片草原
绿油油的
手指沾了些血 写了封信
放在心了
我看见了出路

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心里有些东西很害怕
坦白还是比较实际
还有些忧伤
my mind should be wider!

KL Genting Trip

I can only use crazy to describe this trip. From the day i reach in KL, i have only less than 5 hours sleeping time each day. Man.U vs Chelsea, crazy card game, truth or dare and non stop chit chatting kill our sleeping time. But, it is damn funny! Haha...

In Genting, our funny FOC fund raising guy, shengran dizzy until face pale after he play crazy spin cup with insane jieying and I. haha... damn shuang ah! after that our head cheesim also white face after 2 rounds pirate ships! haha... the rain stop our outdoor thn i continue in indoor thn rain stop then outdoor... nth special during this time... in night crazy card game and non stop chit chatting loh... until 5am we just slp until 11am while some of them left at 9am.

After back from genting we stay in shengran house and noting special happen. while we guys going to sleep, 3 crazy girls comes in our room. Oh no! crazy card game again. i wan sleep! pls~ then many funny things happen.. but i cannot say lah.. i see if i can upload those photo and video here... haha XD


Then is welocme tea! Wow.. not as many people as i think but i non stop speaking when the Q&A section start... and damn hugnry since no eat and drink since i wake up! after that we have lunch in times square and we sent those JBians back home. After tat, sunday i back my sweet home loh! ~End~

p/s: thanks shengran for let me have a place to stay and his parents for treat me eat so much good food! wow!!!!

p/s2: FOC COM rocks! nice trip!

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

深切哀悼汶川地震死难者



向人民解放军、武警等救援部队致敬

三国之见龙卸甲

只有失望可以形容我的观后感,除了某些场景我比较喜欢。

第一,看来看去赵云一开始的盔甲简直就是日本兵,封了五虎将过后的白袍还比较像样一点。看完全部人的照型,只有关羽和邓芝比较可以看,可是看到黄忠的武器比关羽的青龙偃月刀还要像青龙偃月刀。叹

第二,诸葛亮有酱贱没有哦?宁愿让赵云去死,也要让张苞和关兴去打六郡。还有其中一句对白,人是活在记忆之中,够散文噢~

第三,那个关兴根本就不像样,完全没有大将之风,在众兵面前抢帅印,丢脸到家。查了演员表一看,吴健豪!算了,无话可说……

最后,罗平安和曹婴哪里跑出来的?撇开罗平安不讲,那个曹婴凭什么统领魏军?打仗带琵琶,还可以跟赵云打到平手?就算赵云几老,也不可能跟一个女生打成平手吧?并没有贬低女生啊~

算了,商业片不多讲……

Monday, May 19, 2008

淡淡的忧伤

在回来马来西亚的前几天,看了看报纸(不代表我不看报纸,只是新加坡的报纸真的是无话可说),发现了缅甸的风灾以及四川的大地震。心马上被揪了一下,看看自己还在校园无所事事,又还不能回家,淡淡的忧伤涌上了心头。
有听闻缅甸的人民不重视风灾的警报而导致死伤惨重,看来教育方面还是扮演着一个很重要的角色,要进步就要吸取更多的知识。可是在nus的日子里,我还是不知道未来的我会在哪里。叹
风灾与地震的细节我不多说,懂得太少了,也不想去了解,只希望缅甸的军政府早日发现自己的愚昧。
愿天下苍生平安。

Sunday, May 18, 2008

Block 21, #B1-24-O

It now turns to be a chamber of secrets, for 5 of us... FM LR XY SR LW
When you step out of it, the winds blow them away, vanish in this small small world~

Saturday, May 17, 2008

随笔

如果你要离去
请随手关上我的心房
我需要一个人的安静

如果你要离去
我的心门不要虚掩着
我不需要同情的关怀

如果你要离去
帮我熄掉日光灯
没有你的房间 没有希望

如果你要离去
请你带走一切的回忆
不然我的心容不下其他的东西

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写一写发现自己的文笔退步了很多
惭愧

End of Year 1!!

8th May, a remarkable day for my 1st year in NUS. The last paper in my year 1.

After I finish that paper, I went to Bugis having a great lunch with my buddies. For the following fews days, clubbing, shopping, botak jones+ing, midnight underground football+ing fully filled my last fews days of year 1 in NUS.

The most unbelievable is the TIP workshop. I took part in it, thought to clear 2 MCs easily. Unexpectedly, there were no any easy task in NUS. *You won't get any free lunch from anyone* Presentation of a creative business plan and the noncooperation of 2 teammates make me feel to withdraw from the workshop. At last, i get through it. Ha...

Here my holidays come! KL & Genting, welcome me soon~~

p/s: tat 2 night crazy hit hand card game make me feel shyiok! haha... amon yang, i wan revenge!

Friday, May 2, 2008

A short charging time

Well well, until now i have died 4 papers already. Today i just finish the EG1108. The reason i choose ME rather than EE is the disgusting circuit. I prefer the engine part than the diodes. Seems i have to own these *GENERAL* knowledge instead to specify into those deeper area.

My next paper is on 8/5, GEK1506 Heavenly Maths. This module is unexpectedly not very interesting than i tot. Well, i have to study hard since i have a lot of question marks appear in my tiny brain when i open the lecture notes.

5.5 days~ I not sure i can work hard or not but i have to. Haih~ Hope everyone can get their expected result. ^^

Wednesday, April 23, 2008

OMG! Stress?!

Well, the reading week is going to end soon. I still study like crazy, memorizing those variables and equation. Wake up early in the morning and sleep late after midnight, this is my new living style!

Yesterday, i have a weird dream. I was carrying my heavy thick physics textbook and finding a study room to study. I will find out everyone in the study room is either studying hard or spend their night there ( with their pillow and blanket there). I was keep walking around and suddenly woke up by 1 sms. Phew... The content of that sms is like this: "Come seminar room 3a asap, got ppl wan conquer tat room!!!"

Am i too stress? Haih... ><

Friday, April 18, 2008

Facebook?!

Recently, lots of my friends are addicted to facebook. Let me dedicate 1 song for them~



This is the original song. ^^



Hope you enjoy this song! ^^

Friday, April 11, 2008

True Happiness

According to the author, he believe relationship, community trust and country's stability are the standard to measure the true happiness. I mostly agree with him. This is because besides these 3 conditions, there are some more other conditions which are based on personality of different people. For the conditions of the author, it is no doubt to fulfill them for true happiness. Human is creature which live in a community and can say to be afraid of loneliness. Human needs companion to carry on their life in a safe environment. With good relationship and trust from companion, human reach the minimum condition to achieve true happiness. Residents of an unstable country won't trust each other and can only fight for their own benefits due to the poor situation. So these three conditions is linked to each other, without anyone of them is hard to achieve true happiness. For me, who love to lead a simple life, always feel contented to the things given is the way to achieve my true life happiness. Without unnecessary desire, there will not be any worry in my life.

Saving Nature, But Only for Man

It maybe exaggerate to say that human take action only for their beneficial. But, this is an undeniable truth. Look at our earth and we will know. Endless war and pollution happens everywhere. The author realize how serious the nature has been wrecked and stated out the root of the problem: selfishness of human. He urge us to look at the nature in a different angle, warning us to take action. Saving nature not for the animals but only for man. I totally agree with the author's idea. Of course, this is another way of human selfishness. Why do i say so? This is because if all other creatures on earth extinct, what will going to happen on us? Any influence will direct or indirect compact on human. So, it is good to remind people to concern on what they do everyday which will affect the earth.

Essay Test

Comparing wisdom and intelligence, which of these two is a more important pre-requisite for people in leadership? Why?

Which pre-requisite ability of a leader is more important, wisdom or intelligence? A successful person in leadership should have the wisdom rather than the intelligence. Obviously, definition of both intelligence and wisdom are different, intelligence, mostly related to academic study, can be defined as the strength of reading, writing or learning skill. An intelligence person has high IQ but may not have high EQ. EQ can be included in 1 of the definitions of wisdom. Wisdom maybe hard to define, but once can briefly describe it as the power of emotional control and good personality or clear mind. Unlikely intelligence, wisdom cannot be gained from book. But through practicing, intelligence can be possessed. Thus, people in leadership should have wisdom instead of intelligence. Several reasons can prove this statement of what a wise person will own but an intelligence person might not have.

Firstly, a leader should know how to how to make a correct decision. For examples, manpower management in a team is crucial when a leader wants to bring or lead hit team to reach the goal. Lots of books teach theory of managing manpower but the way to execute the theory is the key. Interactive skill among each other is not taught or learned by reading lots of books. The method of handing nasty or self-centered members is depended on one’s wisdom. Like a traditional Chinese idioms says, “rather no book than believe it blindly.” The theory in books cannot suit everyone because a difference can also be found in twins. Wisdom of applying it is important. A change depends on different situations and the skill to interact with people is much important then intelligence. A brilliant person might do well in individual work but may fail in group work as he does not know what teamwork is. The wisdom of getting with people is what intelligence people always do not own.

Secondly, the ability to face sudden crisis or difficulties is part of the wisdom intelligent people do not have. Briefly, this ability is more depended on the experience of running an activity or a project. Wisdom is gained from the situation or difficulties faced, no matter whether they are solved or not in the end. In addition, calming down the members and having a clear mind is what a good leader has to do when facing a sudden problem. A wise leader can lead his team get through a crisis in a short time and reduce the loss to the minimum level. An intelligent leader may not know what to do if he has no any experience with the problems.

Last but not least, a wise leader can protect every possibilities and plan well which will happen. This might conflict with the second point in above, but even a perfect man would make a mistake. What we expect from a wise and normal leader? Everything on earth is hard to predict, but having each set of backup plans can shorter the time of chaos. A wise leader can plan and maintain fluency well. The path to reach the goal will be smoother and faster when is chosen by a wise leader. This is also depended on the life time experience. The more situations faced by the leader, the wiser the leader will be.

In a nutshell, a wise leader might not be an intelligent person but he will definitely have intelligent members. To lead a team or a group well, wisdom is the key to be possessed by a leader.

Thursday, April 3, 2008

Final is coming!

Yaya... I am seriously lag behind my schedule...
Anyway, nus is full of people studying crazy, i think i just need to try my best.
Since my effort always not directly or linearly proportional to my result, i have to cheer up!

Tuesday, April 1, 2008

Deforestation had been pinpointed as a serious environmental problem in Southeast Asia.

Most Southeast Asian countries experienced a rapid growth of development in these few decades. This growth has increased the pressure on the resource base and given rose to new environmental problems. In order to get sufficient space for economic activities, deforestation is the fastest and least funds-consuming way. Thailand, one of the countries in prosperity phase, is one of the culprits. From the Rain Forest Report Card, the forest cover of Thailand in 1973 is 22.56(x 106 ha) but have a sharp drop to 16.74(x 106 ha). The percent loss is 26% of its original own. Besides, due to the highly developed technology, the population is growing fast under the good medical care. In the end, the only way to fulfil the request of land-use comes to the deforestation.

In Indonesia, the plantation is the main method of the citizens to earn their living, especially those small-scale farmers and commercial plantation developers. They burn the forest without any control, causing serious air pollution. Elimination of these tropical forests in Southeast Asia considerably enhances rainfall in those countries. This will indirectly cause the soil erosion and desertification. Last, without any doubt, every creature on earth will face extinction.

Environmental Challenges for 21st Century

According to the World Wildlife Fund, 3 out of 8 subspecies of tiger are already extinct and Sumatran tiger is one of the last 5 subspecies (Sumatra tiger 'faces extinction', 2002). What is the main cause of this phenomenon? Tigers protection has to be taken before the last existing member of the Sumatran tiger dies. According to Mr Chairul Saleh, an official with the WWF in Indonesia, the wild population of theSumatran tigers has decreased to only around 400-500 individuals left in the wild, fewer than half the number living there five years ago (Sumatran tiger on the brink of extinction, 2004). Tigers are seriously threatened in the wild, partly through disappearance of their habitat due to deforestation, but mainly because of the illegal hunting and trading. Hence, several solutions to save the tigers are to preserve their natural habitat and ban illegal hunting.

Firstly, a national wildlife crime network should be built immediately as high demand on tigers’ body parts for Chinese traditional medicine is the driving force of illegal trading. China has a huge highly profitable black market for trading tiger parts which are used in traditional Chinese medicine. This can help create a national lobby and media campaign to raise people’s awareness of wildlife. So, if consumers have knowledge about using alternative products in place of products from rare animals, illegal hunting can be reduced. Furthermore, it can lobby to increase the harshness of sentences against those poachers who hunt tigers for parts of their body such as tiger bones, gall bladders and eyes. Tiger hunting is illegal in all over the world but third world countries do not have enough power to track or arrest the poachers. Thus, bond between countries can be built and strengthened by signing contract to ban the trade of tiger parts or products often sought for use in traditional Chinese medicine. In short, without consumer awareness, the illegal trading and poaching of tigers may continue.

In addition, building parks and establishing forest reserves are good methods to preserve tigers’ natural habitat. Tigers stay and hunt in forest. Once the forest disappeared, tigers lose their living place and source of food as well. Government can help to set aside areas for tiger protection. These places should have these terms: logging is banned and the human population is sparse to put less pressure on tigers. Setting up refuge for the tigers seems difficult for some countries because they need more space to develop their economic activities. But, employment opportunities for the district administration will improve. For example, retired soldiers can seek jobs as guardians of those parks. To prevent the disappearance of tigers’ natural habitat, government can consider paying villagers to protect their own source of survival, the forest which provides the tigers food, water and shelter. In summary, conserving the natural habitat can help to prevent the extinction of tigers.

Last, making zoos become the habitat of tigers might be the only way to save the tigers if none of the solutions above is taken. Maybe after a few decades, Sumatran tigers could only be found in the zoos. Imagine an Asian father points to the tigers in the cage, while telling his son that the Sumatran tigers were once living in the wild and hunting for their food themselves. So, the visitors of zoo will be educated about tiger in the wild, thereby “contributing to public support for conservation efforts” (Owen, 1991, p. 227). In the end, zoos or private ownership by responsible caring individuals will be the last foothold for survival of tigers. To reiterate, habitat is necessary for creatures to continue living, thereby sending the tigers to zoo saves them from extinction.

Now is the time to save these magnificent cats before they vanish from the earth forever. If we do not want humans to be the last creature on the earth, it is time to wake the public up now and take immediate action. Extinction of humans maybe is exaggerated but if watch from an angle of long-term, what will happen to the humans, the final stage of food chain, when halfway of this chain is broken? Each creature stands an important position in the eco-system which indirectly influences every members of the eco-system. Protecting tigers is not solely for the next generation but for humans in present now.

Bibliography

Owen, W. (1991). Great Cats: Majestic Creatures of the Wild. (J. &. Seidenstickers, Ed.) Emmaus: Rodale Press, Inc.

Sumatra tiger 'faces extinction'. (2002, June 7). Retrieved February 16, 2008, from BBC NEWS Asia-Pacific: http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/asia-pacific/2031509.stm

Sumatran tiger on the brink of extinction. (2004, March 16 ). Retrieved February 16, 2008, from WWF - UK: http://www.wwf.org.uk/news/n_0000001145.asp

Reviewed Paragraph: Comparison & Contrast

Recycling has been identified as one way to conserve resources. How might the approach to recycling differ between a developed country and a developing country? Choose two specific countries to illustrate your answer. The recycling procedure of developed countries is systematically arranged. For example, in Japan, garbage is separated into three types, burnable, non-burnable and recyclable. At least two kinds of disposable bins can be found at most places in Japan. This phenomenon can be hardly seen in developing countries. For instance, in most of the cities of China, the citizens do not categorize the kinds of trashes and not even make use of the rubbish bin provided. The habit of throwing rubbish everywhere exists due to the poor education of recycling among people. Engineers in Japan have now mastered the skill to recycle cell phone parts (“Gizmodo Team,” n.d.). Furthermore, the electronics recycling there is being processed under controlled conditions. In “E-Waste Around The Globe”(n.d. para.4), it is stated that in order to protect our atmosphere from the poisonous chemical, plastics must not be recycled. However, we cannot find any such controls in developing countries. Workers, even worse children, use their hands to do the recycling job in scrap yards. Developing countries often do not have the skills or infrastructure to deal with electronic waste safely. Like the area of Guiyu in China, people manually dismantle printer. This shocks the reporters of New York Times as they know the consequence of touching those chemical by hands, do not even mention how affecting the neighbouring communities and environment (E-Waste Around The Globe, n.d. para.10). In the end, recycling turns into a bad process instead of a good process. Reference: E-Waste Around The Globe (n.d.). Retrieved February 16, 2008, from http://topics.nytimes.com/top/news/science/topics/recycling_of_waste_materials/index.html?query=THIRD%20WORLD%20AND%20DEVELOPING%20COUNTRIES&field=des&match=exacthttp://gizmodo.com/gadgets/recycled-parts/japanese-researchers-recycle-old-cell-phone-parts-into-pcs-325822.php Gizmodo Team(n.d.). Retrieved February 16, 2008, from

Tagged by ZeHao

1. At what age do you wish to marry?–
30+

2. What will you do when you feel really emo?–
nap, play futsal & basketball

3. Who is your idol?–
my parents

4.Where is the place that you want to go most?–
travel around this beautiful earth

5.If you have one dream to come true, what would it be?–
fairness in this world

6. What is the purpose of your life?–
help the people around me

7.What are you afraid to lose the most right now?–
friends and family, and of course money

8. What cheers you up for the rest of the day?–
meet an old friend or achieve any goal of my life

9.If you meet someone you love, would you confess to him/her?–
sure, unless she is attached

10.List out three good things of the person who tagged you.–
ZeHao: easygoing?! nice?! responsible?!

11.What type of person do you hate the most?–
backstabber(i met too much)

12.What would you do if you won a million dollars?–
invest and donate! let my parents visit their favorite countries! maybe for now is buy 1 big big house near nus and rent to my friends who did not secure their on-campus accomodation

13.What is your ambition?–
lead the world

14.What will you do if you got rejected by someone you like?–
what can i do besides give her my blessing?

15. If you have a chance, which part of your character would you like to change?–
owns both wisdom and intelligence

16. What is your favourite colour?–
any color

17.What do you think is the most important thing in your life?–
friends and family, 2nd is money

18. If there’s one thing in your life you want to do but yet unable to, what would it be?–
help my country become a developed and fair country

19. What would you do if tomorrow was the last day of the world?–
do the things i do not dare to do, maybe evil things?

20. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?–
love me...

Eight people that I wanna tag is.. No one><

Monday, March 24, 2008

A kind people I met today

Today is a sunny day if we count end today before 530pm. After i finished my 4pm lecture at 6pm, it has been raining heavily outside. Everyone is squeezing at the bus stop outside the LT7A. The rain is getting heavier. Here the C bus come. When i was going to aboard the bus, i saw a guy holding his umbrella standing at the door of the bus. He is sheltering us from the rain. I was touched and did not forget to say thanks you to him. It is very nice to see such a kind people here as i always have a image of "cold city" for Singapore.

My impact on the earth's environment

If we notice the poster pasted near the counter in nus co-op, we will find out the usage of plastic is a little over in our life. For an example, a plastic pack for a magazine and some stationaries. I realize that i have been doing harm to our earth for such a long time. Although i always reuse those plastic pack as a dustbin, i can still reduce my plastic impact on this beautiful planet. Say no to plastic carrier! I always carry a bag in case i can put anything inside it. Try no to use the plastic carrier as it cannot to be recycled. "We can choose not to eat the plastics but the turtles cannot." This slogan influence me most. In addition, i am not a can drinks lover and i bring my own water bottle. I avoid increase the pressure on the request of source. What i can do is a little thing but if all of us do together, this is a huge power! Save our earth!

Timed Paragraph

We can say that once we use any product, waste will be created at the same time. It looks impossible to prevent the appearance of the waste but what we can do is to manage the waste usefully and efficiently. For example, land filling is a traditional and common way that used easily found in many countries. Why do most of the developing countries using this method? Many of these countries, especially those having a large domain, use land filling to bury the waste as the least money and manpower consuming method. Each machine needs 1 operator to function. But, without a careful method to guide operators, the organic waste might leak out after a long time. Hazardous chemicals will endanger the environment and the health of citizens who live in the neighbouring area. However, a new system called zero waste is slowly turned to by many developed countries. Based on reducing the high pressure on the resources, zero waste is a good way because zero waste can be “reused, recycled and eve repaired” (Collins, 2002, p.25). On the other hand, the zero waste system can indirectly bring more development of the economy and technology, for building up the recovering facilities, working opportunities are created and research for technology will be rapidly processing. Besides, everyone can take part in the zero waste system. Citizens can choose to use the items which are made with recyclable materials. In short, zero waste system is better than land filling to handle waste because zero waste system will not do any harm to the environment and will save our earth from source drying.

For my country, Malaysia, land filling might be the better way to handle waste. It is because for now, Malaysia is still lacking scientists or engineers which are familiar with the zero waste system. Besides, most of the undeveloped area in Malaysia is rainforest area. It brings only disadvantages if uses these areas to bury waste. But from a long-term angle to see, zero waste is the best way. So, the government of Malaysia should promote the correct idea to the citizens for raising their awareness and slowly develop the zero system.

Reference

Collins, J. (2002, Oct 3rd). Radical plans for waste could herald a big clean-up. The Guardian Weekly. p.25.

Wednesday, March 5, 2008

Hurray for Cesc Fabregas

Arsenal 2-0 Ac Milan


Yeah! Arsenal made history on Tuesday night by becoming the first English team to beat AC Milan at the San Siro.

This is the only news which excite me during the mid term test . My favorite football player, Cesc Fabregas scored the 1st goal which determined the victory of Arsenal!

Yaya... i also wan to fight for my last mid term test lah! Chiong for EG1108! Go go go! Fight like Gunners!

Harmonica Concert


Last Saturday 1/3 after my MLE mid term, i went to the NUS Harmonica Concert: SOIREE 2008.

Well, at first i was just bought the ticket to support my friend. But after i saw the concert, i was impressed by the performance. I cannot imagine the small instrument can play such great performance (no offense XD).

Well, i do not know much descriptive words to describe the performance. But only 1 sentence to conclude the performance: there will be an image appear in your mind once you heard the rhythm. Maybe is a girl dancing on a grassland, wind blowing through the forests or fishes swimming under the sea.

Unfortunately, i missed the 1st two "songs" due to some reason. But i really enjoy the performance.

p/s: there is a great japan artist(can i call him like this? do not know what word to use). He has showed us a professional harmonica skill. Although i fall sleep in the 3rd song. Haha... And 1 more funny thing the harmonica will reflect the light onto the ceiling of UCC. Beside the music show and there is a light show also!

Sunday, March 2, 2008

What difficulties do you have writing?

Every time when i am given a topic to write, the first things i will do is google-ing the details i can use on the topic. Why I always do like this is because lacking of information and vocabulary, especially those scientific words or descriptive words.

People often say that a good article should have good description and informative content.
Unfortunately, what i lack are these two important things. In order to improve my writing, do more reading is the only and most efficient method, although it may consume a lot of time to see the result. Newspaper is a good material for reading. Besides getting the latest news occurring around the world, i can learn a lot of vocabulary too. In addition, write more is also another good way.

Perhaps, no after a long time, i could write my essay without keep repeating some words. This will sharply increase the readers' interest to continue look at my essay.

Thursday, February 28, 2008

Mid Term Break?!

Well, i should say this mid term break is totally a reading week for me. Fully packed with events and study plan, i cannot imagine anytime to relax my tired body and depleted brain. (Although i am posting this blog instead of sleeping.)

This is the 1st time i feel stress for the study process since i was born. Seeing my poor result in last semester, i know i have to work very hard to satisfy my target. Maybe i should not make my life so miserable?

Come on, Liamzai. Wish i can get back to the LiamZai i knew in the past!! Aza Aza fighting!

Sunday, February 24, 2008

Chinese New Year!

Hehe... It's kinda late to post this article. I found it lying in my laptop for fews weeks already. Time to post it now!
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I can say that the only word to describe my Chinese New Year in this year is "rushing". Since the holiday is only 4 days long, i do not go much place. Sure my angpow is lesses a lot comparing to previous year. *Sign...

I skip my Wednesday lecture and go back to Kluang in Tuesday evening. Luckily the custom is not seriously crowded. Here begin my fully packed scheduled Chinese New Year.

On the eve of the CNY, I spent whole day with my family. Of course having reunion dinner together. This year is kinda special for me. We had steamboat as our reunion dinner in evening. Tasty tasty....

The first day of CNY, I stayed at home and went to the temple in the afternoon. My dad's friends come visit us in the morning and here comes another special event for me in CNY. Afternoon went to the temple, we go for my dad's Malay friend's daughter's wedding dinner (wow, so many " 's "). I can say that it is the greatest Malay wedding dinner i have ever seen. Live band, many stalls of foods and a lot of child performers. Unfortunately i didn't take any photos. At night, i went to cinema and watched CJ7. Quite a nice show!

The second day i paid visit to my grandmum's house. Saw a lot of relatives there. Lots of my small cousin are getting taller. I look so small sized. *Sign... Get used to my short height already. Haha XD At night , watched movie again.Kungfu dunk... Ok, no comment for this movie.

I like the 3rd day of CNY. My secondary school classmates gathering!!! Miss my friends so much. Finally saw the guy and gal study in Taiwan. Handsome guys and pretty girls!!! We played a lot there in my friend, XiaoWen's big big house. Mahjong, pokers and even LaoSheng!! The floor is dirty after we LaoSheng. It turned to be throwing the food. >.<

At night, i met some of my soccer friends. We played 1 futsal match together. It's such a long time i do not score a goal and i think i had 3-4 goal that day. Kinda happy as playing with my good friends. Pity i forget to take camera go there. Hehe...

My holidays past so fast and i returned to NUS in Sunday. Proposal, grammar presentation, essay writing and online assignment accompany the whole Sunday... @.@


My secondary school gathering 08

Saturday, February 23, 2008

Bad news.....

NUS Alumni Building construction site - Toppled crane

It's such a long time i do not updated my blog here. What makes me post a new article is there is a sad accident happened in my campus.

I read the news from the Straits News. Quite sad for my recess week(somesay reading week as well).

Apparently it's the toppled crane. 2 workers (This makes me confused, i have read 2 version of news: 3 death or 2 death) got crushed.

Friday is my free day and for the whole day i stay in my room doing my own things. At 230pm, i went out with my friends. I was shocked when my friends told me this sad news.

I heard my friends saying that that accident happened right after all the people at the bus stop boarded the bus. Many more would have been injured if the bus was late by couple of minutes. 1 of my friends saw whole the accident happen. She was in the A2 bus that time, luckily.

Pray that there are not much injuries in the construction site. Bless them.




RIP for those 3 workers....

Monday, February 4, 2008

In-Fusion Rocks!

In-Fusion, my 1st performance in UCC stage! Wow! I had spent at least 3 days per week for this performance. (I am not the most hardworking one... :p) There are really many nice memroy spending with the performers, although i don't make much new friends. Haha... We represent M'sian performing our own culture, mixing Dikir Barat and Chinese Musical Dance. Dikir Barat i have posted fews days ago in my blog. You can go watch it and feel the spirit of the performance.
Our pass to UCC!

At 1/2 Friday 9am, we reached UCC and proceed to the basement. For a long time, we stayed in the dressing room and waited for the rehearsal. 9am? Yaya.. our performance is at night 730pm but we have to rehearsal to get a perfect performance for all the audience. You can imagine whole day without any mobile network and any wireless broadband network. We are totally concentrate in our preparing. Of course, while we were waiting, we played some card games. I learned how to play Bridge and Bang!. (Haha.. I didn't skip any lecture or tutorial on Friday as i don't have any! XD)

After a long long long long time waiting, all of us are quite tired. Many of them were taking a short nap in there. Suddenly, the dressing room become noisy. Oh my god! a pretty Mongolian girl came to find us to snap a shoot! All the guys became so excited including me! :p

Having Indonesian Pangka as lunch and dinner, we are totally full whole day! At 7pm, we are queuing outside the backstage and waiting the 1st performance to end. Bingo! We are the 2nd performance. Disappointed by the backstage logistic, we started our performance. Though there was a little bit mistake, it is indeed a nice perform! I did enjoy Dikir Barat!


After we finished our performance, we spent a long time in the dressing room. Cheering each other and taking photo with everyone. Our leader KimWong and WenYao gave us a long speech. It is touching!

Of course, the last activity is having supper in Shears Hall. Haha.. Joking with each others. laughing loudly, such a long time i didn't relax like this.

p/s: bunbun, tat dikir barat is not our performance and nice shout for HiaoKian on that day!