Dream

Have a terrible scary but sweet dream.
Just come in suddenly, am I good?
Does it mean i don't have good quality sleep?
But my sleeping time is much more enough than others already...
I want a moment of peace.
Sign*

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oh yeah~ happy birthday to HuiMin also~

Unforgetable - ABFC 150309

No need to write this time....

Got people write liao XD

ABFC Part I

ABFC Part II

ABFC Part III

From left to right: Saikim(ntu captain), LiamZai, Birdji(nus captain), Bidiao

Our defender: JiaYi

Top striker: YongTzer

Pattern liao laio Goalie: Hamzah

What a horrible week~ But have FUN!

It's gonna a long long week after last post, although it is only 10+ days but i feel like hundreds of years.

Bad news and flase hope keep flooding me in the beginning of this week. Failure to get V.I.P. (Vacation Internship Programme), Success appeal get 1 company after I find the person in charge and in the end been rejected due to my CAP lower than 4.0. Emailing 10+ companies to apply for internship, been rejected or ignored, I only can use recession this reason to self console (although  95% of my friends get T.T). Thanks my lovely friends for hearing my complaint through msn in this period (= 

In the end, I decide to take special term I (omg, i forget to inform my parents just now when i call back home) and decide to use this long vacation to settle my SEP thing and perhaps learn Norwegian. Now, i headache for another SEP awards applying. Need a lot of cert and doc but Ican't find time to go back home to take. Hope my brother can find it and courier them to me. GOD, give me good news!!! I need money for my SEP europe trip XD

Lagged behind the lecture, this always happen after the mid term test. Haha. I now rushing tutorial and lecture notes. And fews days ago, I just submit my ma2216 assignment. Really killing people! Birdji and I solve for long time and luckily ChanHow & Ahgame save us~ Wow~

Well, i also miss my class gathering (?!) due to this assignment. SAD.

I spent whole Sunday in NUS YST Concert Hall. 7am woke by my concert manager, Ms XinYi and I fall aslept again. Luckily she sms followed up or i 

won't wake up so early. Keke. Take a cab and move all those booklets and stuff to the concert hall. I got nothing to do until 11am sound check section. I just sit there hear the Harmonica Orchestra, Solo & Ensemble doing soundcheck. Boring and sleepy. The emcee sleep whole the process. I wonder how she did it. =.=

And finally the tech run. Gosh.. TERRIBLE! I wonder the performers really know the flow or not. SAD. And luckily got 1 experienced bass/chord senior performers help me to give them instructions. Arg... I not a good stage manager. Luckily, there is another run and I step by step runing the flow! Wonderful nice this time!!

5pm!!! Concert start... DI Box got problem? No fully plug in? Faint all the way... Luckily both YST uncle techicians are nice and the lighting uncle very nice too. and UCC sound engineers willing to accept my suggestion. Although got some miscommunication lah~~ But quite sad to see the emsemble part got some problem occur. And I fail to remind raising the volume of the voice over wireless mics. And screw the last ending of the Soiree 2009. Oncall before the flowering giving section. T.T Luckily the conductor save me! PRO!!! 

A new experience to become stage manager again. But this time no got the headset 1. Haha. No chance to say thank you to every technicians and backstage crew.

Also meet a lot classmates after the concert! and hear some shocking news! blue blue~~ keke

Friendship

What is Friendship? I have read some similar articles about difference between friendship of women and of men. (Bless to the CTW)

Women will choose their friends by whether they willing to share their feelings with them. While men's friendship is mostly build on the base of taking part in same activity. As we always say, ladies represent emotinal and men on the rational side. Part of this is correct.(Because I think I am more and more no longer rational now)

Friends like to say I always mix with girls and girls say sometime I am more act/look like a girl. I not really only prefer to hang around with girls but sometime I just feel nothing to talk with guys. This explain as I mention before men's friends more like activity partner but I just like to talk talk and talk.(Except playing football and bball XD)

Maybe this reason make me start getting far from my guy friends, even though they are from the same hometown with me. Recently, I start to have the selfish thinking as why I always the one who take the first action to communicate with them but not them to do. Even though they do, I will be the one listed out and their reasons are always the same: "I thought xxx have informed you." or "You always busy d lah" OK. Maybe is my fault not to inform them where am I now or say I am free now. Maybe I always packed myelf with those events. 1 sms or message in msn is no too hard right?

I just start to feel friends are getting less around me and close friends. Is I look too lcly or what? Sometime I just can't help feeling cheer up myself when I think of getting less contact with high school friends. Chances and time will just go off if we do not grab it. Shouldn't be there is an old folks' speaking "Friends are always the best in high school time"?

I think I need to firgue this again..... Who know this will take how long time?

Sad

I am really EMO SaD....................................................

Feel exhausted to do anything

Feel helpless to settle anything

Feel lonely when I look at the lecture notes

Suddenly miss hug...

25s

      1.      I am the middle child in my family, 1 elder sister and 1 younger brother. I feel blessed to live with my family. 

2.      I am not a hardworking student as I always slack around and doing nothing. I have a notebook listed all the things to be done but I will still indulge myself playing facebook and other’s thing. Just like now, I am writing this note instead of studying the 2 midterm tests in next Tuesday and Wednesday. 

3.      I love to sweat but not due to the hot weather. But I do not take good care of myself. Ends up there are sweat strains on my face and hand. 

4.      I can say to be never in relationship with any girls until now. But people always like to assume that I have a girlfriend and hiding her identity or letting them to know who she is. 

5.      I not really like to be called "cute" but it depends on who is calling me. I will feel like not growing up when people say I am cute. In the end, I find that the problem is my baby face. 

6.      I have a lot of nicknames which I forget how I get them. After starting my Uni life in S'pore, people just start calling my name, William. The most frequent nickname I use is LiamZai or AhLiam. 

7.      I was used to tag as a good student in my primary school life, just because I am obedient and always keep myself tidy. Teachers like to ask me how I comb my hair and I am still wondering why they will ask this question. 

8.      I have a very simple childhood comparing to other friends like cycling around in evening and playing basketball in the neighbourhood. I feel comfortable in home and do not like to go out without my parents. 

9.      I like music and I heard a lot of different kinds of music. My flavour of music changes rapidly. That’s why I have 800 songs in my mp3 player. 

10.   Start from secondary school, I do not like the education system of Southeast Asia and this feeling continue until I come in NUS. It’s kinda pumping all the knowledge into our brain, not considering any other factor. And RESULT matters all. 

11.   The 2^nd finger of my right hand is not straight and bends to the right in a small angle. This is because I like to twist that finger when I was in Junior 2. 

12.   I like to wear my uncle’s glasses every time I visit to my grandmum’s house when I was small. And now I just hate to wear it as it is troublesome when I playing soccer. Part of the reason is I feel I look good w/o glasses. XD 

13.   Although my sister is good in piano, I just a noob of this area. I don’t know either to sing or play any music instrument even though I try to play violin before. 

14.   I not really outgoing at all. And I do not feel weird to eat alone in canteen or do anything alone. For example, I like to jog alone around the campus. 

15.   I am not a polite people. I will sometime split out rude words unintentionally or like to touch and mess other’s things. 

16.   My friends like to say I am the gossip king but I not really. Sometime people just ignore me and gossip beside me. What can I do? 

17.   I always try to be a good listener but fail to do so as I cannot control myself to keep quiet. And I also always need a listener. 

18.   My friends say I am an optimistic person but I do not think so. Sometime I will down and emo also. But I do not really like to show out as I like the bring happiness to other not those sad thing. 

19.   If I have a chance to own a special power, I will choose time travelling. I just miss those times in my secondary school life badly. Playing soccer in Sunday early morning and preparing big events in school is the most memorably time for me. 

20.   I was extremely bad when I was in Junior 2 and I hurt a lot of my friends (of coz not physically hurt them). And till now I feel regret to be that me in that time. 

21.   I love Malay and Indian food a lot and of coz Chinese food!!! But I don’t interest in western food except the dessert!!! 

22.   I also like to drink, but not Vodka. Not really like the taste of it. But I start not to drink because I afraid my tummy will get bigger and bigger. 

23.   I like raining when I feel like to have a nap. I like sunny day when I am waiting to go for football and jogging. 

24.   I love kids when they do not mess up with me or they just cry for nothing. I think I will be an extremely strict father in future. 

25.   So, I want to find the woman who is kind and patient to spend my life with. Some more, if can, she needs to be independent and capable. XD

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Recently not really have time to write blog and no in mood also. Quite down and emo, cheer up LiamZai!