Year 1结束……

这一篇我留在这个时候才写，因为我认为成绩出来的时候才是，一个旧的结束，另一个新的开始。

Year 1的结束代表着什么？
6个月，2个sem过去了？还是常常挂在我嘴里的“时间如驹，人老咯”？
现在，我觉得是一个不能停下的人生经验，不容许任何差错的过程。
你可能认为这样太极端了，不过……
如果你在一眼之间失去你的全部目标，或许你多少会了解我的感觉。
抱负、野心、志愿、梦想，对我来说可能太沉重了。
跌倒爬起，再跌再爬起。
痛不是最可怕的，最可怕的是习惯，当你习惯了以后，上进心或许会不见。
现在的我没有了目标，单纯的继续下去吗？
我不愿套上那个圆环，勒住自己
我想象不到这样的自己，原来我会变成这样
失去所有，我看我能高速前进了

Blank stares at blank pages,
No easy way to say this,
You mean well, but you make this hard on me.
I won't burst a tear for you,
You don't worth it.

Buck Up, LiamZai!

Experienced a lot in past fews days, some more tomorrow my sem 2 result will be released!
Oh gosh! I need a strong heart to take these blows!
Travailler d'arrache-pied, LiamZai!

笑看天下

你问我为何不参与
我咧嘴一笑
何人能看透天下丑态
唯我 君临天下
何德何能？
对不起 我不是mafia

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纯粹想写些霸气野心的东西
哈哈

树林里的信

漫无目的的
我行走在森林中
那一层浓雾让
我看不见我的目的地
我曾听见温暖熟悉的声音
我的心不停的怦怦
颤动
是害怕吗？
还是激动？
我不知道 我
迷失了方向
跌倒了再爬起来
再跌倒
受到了伤害
也弄疼了树 也不知有没有
我的伤口流出来的是
红色的血
我的心是一片草原
绿油油的
手指沾了些血 写了封信
放在心了
我看见了出路

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心里有些东西很害怕
坦白还是比较实际
还有些忧伤
my mind should be wider!

KL Genting Trip

I can only use crazy to describe this trip. From the day i reach in KL, i have only less than 5 hours sleeping time each day. Man.U vs Chelsea, crazy card game, truth or dare and non stop chit chatting kill our sleeping time. But, it is damn funny! Haha...

In Genting, our funny FOC fund raising guy, shengran dizzy until face pale after he play crazy spin cup with insane jieying and I. haha... damn shuang ah! after that our head cheesim also white face after 2 rounds pirate ships! haha... the rain stop our outdoor thn i continue in indoor thn rain stop then outdoor... nth special during this time... in night crazy card game and non stop chit chatting loh... until 5am we just slp until 11am while some of them left at 9am.

After back from genting we stay in shengran house and noting special happen. while we guys going to sleep, 3 crazy girls comes in our room. Oh no! crazy card game again. i wan sleep! pls~ then many funny things happen.. but i cannot say lah.. i see if i can upload those photo and video here... haha XD


Then is welocme tea! Wow.. not as many people as i think but i non stop speaking when the Q&A section start... and damn hugnry since no eat and drink since i wake up! after that we have lunch in times square and we sent those JBians back home. After tat, sunday i back my sweet home loh! ~End~

p/s: thanks shengran for let me have a place to stay and his parents for treat me eat so much good food! wow!!!!

p/s2: FOC COM rocks! nice trip!

深切哀悼汶川地震死难者

向人民解放军、武警等救援部队致敬

三国之见龙卸甲

只有失望可以形容我的观后感，除了某些场景我比较喜欢。

第一，看来看去赵云一开始的盔甲简直就是日本兵，封了五虎将过后的白袍还比较像样一点。看完全部人的照型，只有关羽和邓芝比较可以看，可是看到黄忠的武器比关羽的青龙偃月刀还要像青龙偃月刀。叹

第二，诸葛亮有酱贱没有哦？宁愿让赵云去死，也要让张苞和关兴去打六郡。还有其中一句对白，人是活在记忆之中，够散文噢~

第三，那个关兴根本就不像样，完全没有大将之风，在众兵面前抢帅印，丢脸到家。查了演员表一看，吴健豪！算了，无话可说……

最后，罗平安和曹婴哪里跑出来的？撇开罗平安不讲，那个曹婴凭什么统领魏军？打仗带琵琶，还可以跟赵云打到平手？就算赵云几老，也不可能跟一个女生打成平手吧？并没有贬低女生啊~

算了，商业片不多讲……

淡淡的忧伤

在回来马来西亚的前几天，看了看报纸（不代表我不看报纸，只是新加坡的报纸真的是无话可说），发现了缅甸的风灾以及四川的大地震。心马上被揪了一下，看看自己还在校园无所事事，又还不能回家，淡淡的忧伤涌上了心头。
有听闻缅甸的人民不重视风灾的警报而导致死伤惨重，看来教育方面还是扮演着一个很重要的角色，要进步就要吸取更多的知识。可是在nus的日子里，我还是不知道未来的我会在哪里。叹
风灾与地震的细节我不多说，懂得太少了，也不想去了解，只希望缅甸的军政府早日发现自己的愚昧。
愿天下苍生平安。

Block 21, #B1-24-O

It now turns to be a chamber of secrets, for 5 of us... FM LR XY SR LW
When you step out of it, the winds blow them away, vanish in this small small world~

随笔

如果你要离去
请随手关上我的心房
我需要一个人的安静

如果你要离去
我的心门不要虚掩着
我不需要同情的关怀

如果你要离去
帮我熄掉日光灯
没有你的房间 没有希望

如果你要离去
请你带走一切的回忆
不然我的心容不下其他的东西

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写一写发现自己的文笔退步了很多
惭愧

End of Year 1!!

8th May, a remarkable day for my 1st year in NUS. The last paper in my year 1.

After I finish that paper, I went to Bugis having a great lunch with my buddies. For the following fews days, clubbing, shopping, botak jones+ing, midnight underground football+ing fully filled my last fews days of year 1 in NUS.

The most unbelievable is the TIP workshop. I took part in it, thought to clear 2 MCs easily. Unexpectedly, there were no any easy task in NUS. *You won't get any free lunch from anyone* Presentation of a creative business plan and the noncooperation of 2 teammates make me feel to withdraw from the workshop. At last, i get through it. Ha...

Here my holidays come! KL & Genting, welcome me soon~~

p/s: tat 2 night crazy hit hand card game make me feel shyiok! haha... amon yang, i wan revenge!

A short charging time

Well well, until now i have died 4 papers already. Today i just finish the EG1108. The reason i choose ME rather than EE is the disgusting circuit. I prefer the engine part than the diodes. Seems i have to own these *GENERAL* knowledge instead to specify into those deeper area.

My next paper is on 8/5, GEK1506 Heavenly Maths. This module is unexpectedly not very interesting than i tot. Well, i have to study hard since i have a lot of question marks appear in my tiny brain when i open the lecture notes.

5.5 days~ I not sure i can work hard or not but i have to. Haih~ Hope everyone can get their expected result. ^^