老了

时间巨轮在滚啊   滚啊   滚啊

我的背越发弯去
磨啊   磨啊    磨啊
年轻时的挺胸直背已消逝
身体像是枯了的老树
脑袋里
            心房里
聚集着这个身体几乎不能支撑的
沉重
        却只那么重要的
过去
        与
             思念

上了大学才懂的那些事

一个大学男生写、没有颓废、没有抱怨、没有消极、写很深刻，很犀利，希望能懂……


　　1.初二时候，张国荣从高楼跳下。冬天，梅艳芳也离去。大二下学期上自习，用手机上网，知道了从小听到大新闻联播中再也不会有罗京声音。

　　于是，懂得了，长大了，不知道将有多少人要离我们而去。

　　2.父母送我去大学报到，临走时候，我妈来和我告别，我问我爸呢，我妈说“你爸怕你哭，就没来。”大二暑假我回家，我妈无意中说“其实你爸当时就在马路对面。你转身进学校，你爸就哭了。”

　　于是，我懂了，在成长面前，老爸老妈也是脆弱。

　　3.大学报到，我母亲陪同，铺床、买用品。我有个室友，自己自己在那边铺床，后来我才知道他是自己来报到，我很佩服他，也很佩服父母这么放得开孩子，自愧不如。又一次吃饭，我和这个室友说，我很佩服你自己来学校。他说：“你羡慕我独立，我羡慕你身边很温暖。”

　　于是，我懂得，当我看别人时候，别人也在看我，为何我要忽略自己？

　　4.大学前我和同桌上课掰过手，掐过腿。现在我旁边每节课是不同面孔，打了招呼，下课却忘记了这张脸。

　　于是，我听懂了《同桌你》。

　　5.大一时候有一次肚子痛，给妈妈打电话诉苦；大二时候一个同学不小心碰破了头，我后来问他你妈知道么，他说没告诉，怕她担心。

　　于是，我懂了，我痛苦会被距离放大，千里之外，妈妈比我更痛苦。

　　6.大一下学期时候给妈妈打电话，有段时间她没说几句就放了电话，她说她在忙。寒假回家时候我爸告诉我，其实妈妈那段时间正在住院，半个月里，每次接我电话之前，她就叫病房里人不要说话，也不敢和我聊很长时间，怕露馅。

　　于是，我懂得，有时候隐瞒，也是一种爱。

　　7.高中之前，自己只管学习，脏衣服一扔有人洗，饿了张嘴有饭吃。那时候我还嫌衣服少，饭不好吃。上了大学，看着床底下塞得一坨坨脏衣服，捶了捶腰只能继续一件一件洗。盯着食堂饭菜，叹了叹气，只能硬着头皮放下咽。

　　于是，懂了，以为平平常常东西，等自己完全承担了，就觉得不那么容易了。

　　8.高中时候上课偷摸看个青年文摘、当代歌坛，惬意不得了。一边看着小说，一遍提防着老师，看也不亦乐乎。上了大学，偶然一次经过报亭，买了本青年文摘，给了老板三块，老板说三块五。我问什么时候涨了得，老板说涨了有一年多了。我才发现，大学之后，再没买过青年文摘。

     于是，我懂得，是不是有些老友和快乐我们慢慢忘记了？

　　9.学校开学很早，基本过年之后过不了十五就要上学。今年正月十五，和爷爷视频。我说：爷爷，你看你大孙子都长这么多胡子了。我不知爷爷听见没有，他就在那边笑，我却在这边哭了。

　　于是，我懂得，时间和距离向前延伸，最终会失去些什么，所以要珍惜。

　　10.刚上大学时候，我觉得自己是个异类：晚上在走廊上校内，路人甲乙经过，大声说校内真无聊，然后我就赶紧把本合上了；我在自习室吃零食，路人甲乙讨论，零食真垃圾，又没营养还有毒，于是我把剩余零食收到塑料袋里了；我用手机上QQ，路人甲乙又讨论，QQ真山寨，我习惯MSN，我脸红把QQ关了，说实话MSN咋用我都不知道；我拿着六级单词背地可劲，路人甲乙在旁边议论我觉得GRE和TOFUL高分还是有规律，我无颜收起了英语书；这个世界太多路人了，所以我更习惯走胡同，因为人少，但是胡同越走越窄，往往还是死胡同，所以只能靠边走马路，把中间让给浩浩荡荡路人，但是在路边经常掉进下水道里，或者侥幸逃过井盖却不留神撞在了树上。后来，看看自己，虽然没有什么大鸣大放，但我大学生活同样让“路人”们羡慕。

　　于是，我懂了，好好走自己路，一个劲看别人，弄不好就摔了。还是仔细认真看着自己路。

　　11.以前为了赖一会床，相处各种理由推脱，头晕、鼻塞，但请假条落款都是我本人名字。上了大学之后不用理由，想睡就睡，点名让别人顶替喊一声，弄到最后，把自己人都弄丢了。

　　于是，明白了，担当啊，越来越不敢。

　　12.高中时候熬不住了就想再坚持一下，到时候考个大学上上就得了！大学了，看着自己专业，看看以前同学考研考研，奖学金奖学金，然后开始骂自己，当初怎么不再多坚持一下。

　　于是，懂得了，人确有无限潜力，如果以现状看从前。

　　13.上大学前生活在亲戚帮助下，看病可以走关系找好医生，上学可以走后门进好班，去哪里父母和朋友打个照顾就能得到照顾。大学后父母帮不到我，去哪里不仅要排队，还要被强行插队。

　　于是，就懂了，常常自以为是，不重视父母，其实自己什么都不是。

　　14.以前学习，一学期一本书，然后还要好好保管，高考前还要重新看。书里内容多年后翻看，还会有回忆。大学之后，一学期一本书，用过之后就扔下，想想自己学过书是什么样封面，没有什么印象。准备考研重新看时候，感觉怎么都是新书。

　　于是，就懂得了，有时候，重复让人踏实，新鲜反而让人无感。

　　15.硬着头皮进大学学经济，虽然在别人看来我这个学校经济有多么多么牛，其实冷暖自知。刚上大学时候我想考研，成绩不行想转专业，转专业未果准备考公务员，公务员考试越来越激烈越来越黑于是准备CPA。开始我想环游世界，后来想赚大钱，后来想有稳定工作，再后来希望顺利找到好工作。我梦想在越来越萎缩，却被认为越来越实际，务实。

　　于是，我懂了，在现实和梦想之间，我们都是从梦想趋向于现实以至于越来越偏离，等现实满足了，再看梦想，已经远看不到了。

16.大学之前，谈恋爱要偷偷摸摸，遮遮掩掩，不能见光。大学之后，单身要偷偷摸摸，遮遮掩掩，不能见光。

　　于是，我懂了，有时候，合理不合理只是一线之隔。

　　17.高中时候给老师起外号，私下里同学都这么叫。大学了，想给老师起外号，却发现根本不知道老师大号。

　　于是，懂了，有些幼稚游戏，已经玩不下去了。

　　18.刚上初中那年，twins出道，青春可爱，不少同学是他们粉丝。高三那年，阿娇艳照门，偷偷摸摸各种搜集艳照互相传阅，纯洁不再，难以相信。大二这年，阿sa宣布离婚，镜头前流泪，不舍婚姻。

　　于是，懂了，在成长，不只我一个人。

　　19.高中时候能跑能跳都得憋着，能说会唱都得忍着，高考只考语数外史地政理化生。大家都是同一笼包子，看上去一样。大学里，玩就是素质，有特长就能独当一面，虽然近来时候都是包子，但就看哪个包子褶儿多，哪个包子长得像汉堡，拼个性。

　　于是，懂了，就算自己哪哪都短，关键时刻还是得有一特长。

　　20.高中时候只能穿校服，走到哪年龄大就叫我小弟，年龄小就叫我哥哥。大学没校服，地铁上半老徐娘都管我叫大哥，初中生还喊我叔叔，还得硬着头皮答应。

　　于是，懂了，实质上，我们早就不是孩子了。

　　21.高中时候看只看本地天气预报。大学了看两个天气预报除了所在城市，总也不忘看看家里天气。

　　于是，懂得了，走得再远，还是挂念那个不怎么繁华家乡。

　　大学就是学会面对爸妈一点点老了，我们长大了，以为是somebody自己变成了nobody也可以接受了。

　　大一，时间好多，多到不知道怎么安排

　　大二，烦恼好多，多到不知道怎么处理

　　大三，事情好多，多到不知道怎么应付

　　大四，纠结好多，多到不知道怎么放下

　　转眼间，大学毕业，参加工作

　　回首，发现回忆很多，

　　再回首，发现失落更多……

乐嘉送给 男生和女生 的经典话

乐嘉送给女生的话：


（1）一个女人 如果第一眼 就让男人想到性，那么她是很失败的..
男的更极度失败..


（2）当你从床上下来那一刻，你在他心中就开始贬值了..
如果你把一切都给了现在的男友，那么，除了老公这个称呼，
你还能留给你未来的丈夫什么？


（3）一个女人的品位在于她身边站着一个怎样品位的男人。
女人一生最成功的事情之一，便是选了一个对的男人。


（4）一个男人爱你的时候，你往往会感动于细节..
同样，一个男人不爱你了，你也可以从细节中来发现..


（5）想了解一个男人的好坏，先去看他身边是一群怎样的朋友。


（6）女人的友情 来的快，去的也快。
其实男女感情远没有你跟姐妹的感情可靠，所以，珍惜你们之间的友情吧。


（7）把买化妆品的钱去买两本好书，
漂亮的容颜 固然可以让人眼前一亮，
丰富的内涵 却能让人经久不忘..


（8）
虚伪的男人 总倾向于 喜欢你的容貌，
真正的男人 总倾向于 爱你的内心..


（9）男人没有你想象的那样好，可以真爱，但不要深爱..
在爱情里为自己留个退路，否则受伤时 会措手不及..


（10）不要相信男人的甜言蜜语，面对喜欢的女孩时，
不认识字的男人也会变成一个诗人，而诗人本来就不生活在现实中..


（11）去发现一个有潜力的男人，往往比去傍大款 更切合实际。
并且你会更有成就感。（傍大款 : 追随并依赖有钱人）


（12）随时预防遇到色狼。必要时向他胯下踢，用力程度自己把握。


（13）这个世界上，最值得你爱的，除了父母，只有你自己。


（14）爱情不是追来的，所以，永远不要认为被男孩追是理所当然的。
但是，你对他的考验是必须的。


（15）当一个清高的女孩遇到一个高傲的男孩时，
总有一个人会卑微下来，但是如果可以，不要把自己放得太低。


（16）在爱情里，永远不要抱怨什么..


（17）爱情，是需要用心经营的.. 恋爱也是一门艺术..




乐嘉送给男生的话：


（1）如果，你不能给她一个美好的未来，那么，请不要把她哄上床。


（2）不能做到的，就不要承诺。男人，膝下有黄金，嘴里也有黄金，
不要轻易答应什么，因为你可能会食言。


（3）把她的地位放在游戏之上，毕竟她是那个肯能会陪你一辈子的人，
游戏只是消遣罢了。


（4）你可以为了父母去教训自己的爱人，但是不能为了爱人去背弃自己的父母。
如果她对你父母一直不好，那么她可以离开了。


（5）如果不是生在帝王富贵家，那么找女朋友，不要只看重她的长相，
而要学会欣赏她的内涵。你找伴侣，不是在找情人，而应该是在找妻子。


（6）一个成功的男人身边，需要一个相对优秀的女人。
而这种优秀，与她的容貌无关，与她的内涵相连。


（7）哥们，如果不擅长讨女孩欢心，那就去讨自己的未来欢心吧。
男人，不是来征服女人的，而是来征服世界的。


（8）你一生担负的责任很多，但最重要的是四个，
对自己的父母负责，对自己的未来负责，
对自己的女人和感情负责，对这个世界负责。


（9）不要总想着玩弄感情，小心它有天会玩弄了你。


（10）物以类聚，人以群分，这句话对男人很贴切。
跟上进的人交朋友，跟有人生品位的人交朋友，你会获益很多。


（11）这个世界上，最值得你爱的，
除了父母，还有自己的女人和哥们，然后才是你自己..


（12）爱情不是追来的。
如果你死皮赖脸追求了很久，她却无动于衷，那么哥们，放下吧。
有时，咱男人的尊严比一个女人更重要..

2012: A brand new year A new life

To Do List @ 2012 - b

3. Stay Healthy.

I have been not feeling well since December last year. Fever, cough and flu for twice in two months which has been my very bad health condition ever in the past. Fell sick again after my last blog post, I decided to quite unhealthy lifestyle. No heavy drinking, take in more fruits in daily meal plan and more sports!

Yeah, an apple a day keeps doctor away!

4. Spend more time with my family.

The best thing ever after started working is to have more time to go back Malaysia. I guess I will go back home fortnightly, as I dont have any obligation to stay in SG during the weekends. Say YES to work life balance! (Y)

p/s: still feeling not very good, a numb brain now ._.

2012: A brand new year A new life

To Do List @ 2012 - a

1. Travel to at least a country.

After coming back from Europe, I have been stopped moving around with my 60L backpack. Shortage of money is one of the main reason, but I am kinda sick of traveling and kind of feel like settle down myself in a place where I am familiar with.


You might think that I am too exaggerate. Yeah but true, I guess the backpack trip in Europe have forced myself to grow up in certain extend. I started to think in a different way, which is good. Wider view. Deeper thought. It is quite a shame that I get myself mature so late. But, slow is better than stand. I make it. :)

2. Watch a concert.

I have been longing to throw myself in a concert, enjoying the atmosphere while moving my body with the music.

I am a person who cannot survive without music, even though I cannot sing or play any music instrument. I like music! I cannot remember the last concert I have attended already (I guess it has been years ago LOL). In my last year of study in University, I miss a lot of good concert eg. switchfoot, paramore, jimmy eat world, etc. So I wanna bring myself to a great concert this year!

涟漪

一直想要好好地自己沉淀一下
 可是你的出现却不停拨动我的心房

Lizard Love

http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-2004345/Lizard-love-Male-warms-heart-female-bunch-flowers.html

I was walkin' down the street

When someone called my name

She had spiked heels on her feet

And she was feelin' no pain

Ohhh must be Lizard Love

So I hid behind the newspaper

Turned to page six

She was in her birthday suit

Behind a crucifix

Ohhh must be Lizard Love

She was hangin' big booty

She was puss n' boots way up to here

She's a little bit of heaven, a 24-7

A 10 every day of the year

Now there must be some mistake

I'm feelin' so high strung

She said 'I make love like a snake

I even got a forked tongue'

At first I thought I was dreamin'

That I'd wake up and she'd dissappear

But when I opened up my eyes

She was laughing and a screamin' swinging from the chandlier

You know I never seem to give

Or ever get enough

And I just can't seem to live without

That sweet bodacious stuff

Ohhh must be Lizard Love

A fate I cannot excape from

Feel like sharing a bit of my working life recently, as I hardly got chance to catch up with friends either via internet or drink a cup of coffee with.

Most of my colleagues have the same age as my parents. So, I have gone back to the times being called "Ah Boy". OMG, I cant believe that, I am just graduated from NUS and people call me Ah Boy. But as long as they treat me well so I dont mind lah HEHEHE

The rest of my colleagues are all above 27 and somemore most of them are engaged, married and even have baby!!! Wah, totally I feel I am in a very awkward situation now!

Kinda sleepy and dizzy now, 134am and I reached my room 1 hour ago from my company D&D, kinda enjoy but stunned to see those foreign workers get high and lost control. Kinda lucky to get Carlo Rossi to end my first D&D in Dril-Quip! :D

Few more days to finish 1st month service, let's hope things get better! All the best ya :D:D Same to all my friends are having exam/working/job hunting!

What's life recently

It has been around 2 weeks after I started my 1st job in Singapore. And I just get myself settled down in Taman Jurong, somewhere near Lakeside MRT Station.

I was staying in Ang Mo Kio with my brother while I am looking for a place to move. Waking up at 530am in the morning and reaching home at 7pm is quite exhausting and draining. Those weekends I would rather stayed in room or went back to Malaysia to have a better quality of rest. I also dont even have the energy to update my blog. However, staying in AMK is not that bad. At least nearer to the town, people you get to see there are at least treating your eyeballs better. LOL. You shall know what I mean.

Getting all my gears ready for new life! Ya, going back to healthy lifestyle as well, jogging, futsal, gym and many more. And also get chance to drink a cup of coffee with my friends.

CATCH UP SOON MY FRIENDS :D

Sweet comes after bitter

Yeah yeah! After sending out resume for over 300 job applications, attending 12 interviews and also  rejected 1 job offer, I have finally gotten myself a job! :)

Here marks the end of my not-so-relaxing summer vacation, and the start of my exciting working life :D

Tough week ever

Last week was really a hard time for me
I pray things get better onwards

p/s: notice any changes in my blog? :p

Again?!

I will get emo at the every end of the month this year. It seems to my usual living habit but I hope I will get rid off it soon (I am trying my best now).

Every single thing that is not going smooth will be my source. Recently, it is the torturing moment to wait for offer after attended job interview. 希望越大，失望越大。If I don't put on so much hope, my life will be grey. NO WAY!!!!

As they say when God close a door from you, he opens a window for you at the same moment.

I also leave a place for you in my heart. :) (This smiley looks ironic LOL)

10-Steps to Prevent Breast Cancer

1. Maintain a healthy body weight (BMI less than 25) throughout your life.Weight gain in midlife, independent of BMI, has been shown to significantly increase breast cancer risk. Additionally, and elevated BMI has been conclusively shown to increase the risk of post-menopausal breast cancer.

2. Minimize or avoid alcohol.Alcohol use is the most well established dietary risk factor for breast cancer. The Harvard Nurses’ Health study, along with several others, has shown consuming more than one alcoholic beverage a day can increase breast cancer risk by as much as 20-25 percent.

3. Consume as many fruits and vegetables as possible. Eat seven or more servings daily. The superstars for breast cancer protection include all cruciferous vegetables (broccoli, cabbage, brussels sprouts, cauliflower) ; dark leafy greens (collards, kale, spinach) ; carrots and tomatoes. The superstar fruits include citrus, berries and cherries. Note:it is best to eat cruciferous vegetables raw or lightly cooked, as some of the phytochemicals believed to offer protection against breast cancer are destroyed by heat.

4. Exercise regularly the rest of your life.Many studies have shown that regular exercise provides powerful protection against breast cancer. Aim for 30 minutes or more of moderate aerobic activity (brisk walking) five or more days a week. Consistency and duration, not intensity, are key!

5. Do your fats right!The type of fat in your diet can affect your breast cancer risk. Minimize consumption of omega-6 fats (sunflower, safflower, corn and cottonseed oils), saturated fats and trans fats. Maximize your intake of omega-3 fats, especially from oily fish (salmon, tuna, mackerel, sardines, lake trout and herring). Consume monounsaturated oils (canola, olive oil, nuts/seeds, avocados) as your primary fat source, as these foods have potential anticancer properties. Specifically, canola oil is a good source of omega-3 fats; extra virgin olive oil is a potent source of antioxidant polyphenols, including squalene; and nuts and seeds provide you with the cancer protective mineral, selenium.

6. Do your carbs right!Minimize consumption of the high glycemic index, “Great White Hazards” – white flour, white rice, white potatoes, sugar and products containing them. These foods trigger hormonal changes that promote cellular growth in breast tissue. Replace these “wrong” carbs with whole grains and beans/legumes. Beans/legumes because of their high fiber and lignan content are especially special.

7. Consume whole food soy products regularly, such as tofu, tempeh, edamame, roasted soy nuts, soy milk and miso.Only consume organic, non-GMO (genetically modified) soy. Epidemiologic studies have shown a positive association between soy consumption and reduced breast cancer risk.

8. Minimize exposure to pharmacologic estrogens and xeno-estrogens.Do not take prescription estrogens unless medically indicated. Lifetime exposure to estrogen plays a fundamental role in the development of breast cancer. Also avoid estrogen-like compounds found in environmental pollutants, such as pesticides and industrial chemicals. Buy organic produce if you can afford it; otherwise, thoroughly wash all non-organic produce. Minimize exposure to residual hormones found in non-organic dairy products, meat and poultry.

9. Take your supplements daily.A multivitamin, 500-1,000 mg of vitamin C in divided doses, 200-400 IUs of vitamin E as mixed tocopherols, and pharmaceutical grade fish oil. Also take 200 mcg of the mineral selenium or eat one to two Brazil nuts as an alternative. If you have a chronic medical condition or take prescription drugs, consult your physician first.

10. Maintain a positive mental outlook. Engage in self-nurturing behaviors regularly. Develop rich, warm and mutually beneficial relationships with family and friends. Get adequate sleep (7-8 hours per night). The mind-body associations with breast cancer are significant.

When I grow older

Something happens around me and I never expect myself to come across this so much earlier.
At one of the night, I suddenly come with this question: What will I do when I am in this situation?

Quit? Feeling sad to hurt them if I choose to do so
Fight until the end? It might just become others' burden

At the end, I realized that in this world, nothing can be done and I am left with no choice to choose as I am not able to do anything when I strike with this situation.


Life kinda suck right.

男子汉

每个女孩都是我们人生的烛火，照亮了我们每段时期疯狂追求爱情的动人姿态，帮助我们这些男孩，一步一步，成为像样的男子汉。
我们所要做的，就是再多喜欢那女孩一点。再多一点，再多一点一点。
只要够喜欢，就没有办不到的等待。
就可以一直靠信仰爱情，坚持下去。

Social networking

Happen to find this picture when I come across one of my friends' blog.

Have been using/believing in this kind of screening and filtering method since I start playing facebook years ago.

Judging people from their tagged photos and even wall posts. And until recently privacy issue is raised among people all around the world, it becomes a hard and tough time for facebook stalkers (I am not one of them LOL)

Hide friend list (another long story to tell, maybe in next blog post), limit the content viewed by people not in friend list and even considered to hide my tagged photo. In the end, I ended up in unfriending some people.

My oversea friends are always amazed at the huge amount of my friends in Facebook while they might only have 100 over friends in their facebook. Culture shock huh?

So, facebook, what kind of role is it playing in our life????

Wooden Bowls

A frail old man lived with his son, his daughter-in-law, and his four-year-old grandson. His eyes were blurry, his hands trembled, and his step faltered.

The family would eat together nightly at the dinner table. But the elderly grandfather's shaky hands and failing sight made eating rather difficult. Peas rolled off his spoon, drooping to the floor. When he grasped his glass of milk, it often spilled clumsily at the tablecloth.

With this happening almost every night, the son and daughter-in-law became irritated with the mess.

"We must do something about grandfather," said the son.

"I've had enough of his milk spilling, noisy eating and food on the floor," the daughter-in-law agreed.

So the couple set a small table at the corner.

There, grandfather ate alone while the rest of the family enjoyed their dinner at the dinner table. Since grandfather had broken a dish or two, his food was served in wooden bowls. Sometimes when the family glanced in grandfather's direction, he had a tear in his eye as he ate alone. Still, the only words the couple had for him were sharp admonitions when he dropped a fork or spilled food. The four-year-old watched it all in silence.

One evening, before supper, the father noticed his son playing with wood scraps on the floor. He asked the child sweetly: "What are you making?" Just as sweetly, the boy replied, "Oh, I'm making a little bowl for you and mama to eat your food from when I grow up." The four-year-old smiled and went back to work.

These words so struck the parents that they were speechless. Then tears streamed down their cheeks. Though no words were spoken, both knew what must be done. That evening, the husband took grandfather's hand and gently led him back to the family table.

For the remainder of his days, grandfather ate every meal with the family. And for some reason, neither husband nor wife seemed to care any longer when a fork was dropped, milk was spilled or the table cloth was soiled.

In one of the nights during last week, I happen to come across this story and coincidentally relate to what I witness at that moment.

Chinese always take emphasize on moral especially filial. I am a chinese educated person, so I always wonder why those people can treat their parents so badly. Not saying that their parents treat them badly but still they raise them up.

I admit that I treat my parents quite bad as in sometime my behavior is really bad towards them. I sweat that I wont be that kind of people who abandon their parents when they get married and rich!

Forgive Forgave Forgiven

For those who are not in your situation,
dont blame them not putting themselves in your shoes.
Be generous, be mature
Time is the best medicine, that cures everything
wash away all the trace, just like the tide
not waiting for anyone, no any chances

十年之前  我不认识你你不属于我 
我们还是一样陪在一个陌生人左右 
走过渐渐熟悉的街头 
十年之后  我们是朋友还可以问候 
只是那种温柔再也找不到拥抱的理由 
情人最后难免沦为朋友 
直到和你做了多年朋友 
才明白我的眼泪 
不是为你而流也为别人而流

Since you been gone

It has been a long time since your last visit.
I have kinda lost my motivation to write something here.
I hope it is not true.

How can I put it, you put me on
I even fell for that stupid love song
Yeah, yeah, since you been gone
How come I'd never hear you say
I just wanna be with you
Guess you never felt that way

敬啟者 給十五歲的你

此刻 不要放棄 不要流淚
彷彿下一秒就要消失之時
只要相信自己的聲音 昂首闊步向前走就好
大人的我 也曾有過受了傷
而難以成眠的夜晚
苦中帶甜 活在當下