Thursday, December 17, 2009

1 week gone 2 weeks to go


1 week since last post. :P
still enjoying in home.
done some purchase for the sep. 1 bag, some lotion, a super towel.
think of applying a credit card now.
this DEC is not as same as past 2 years.
friends are not longer willing to stay in Kluang.
most of them are not coming back.
quite lonely sometime.
going in s'pore next Monday and coming back on Tuesday.
oh man. that just remind me of the result release date.
make me insomnia and not sleeping well few days ago.
MONEY MONEY MONEY is the PROBLEM!

p/s: the picture above is freeky XD

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

HOME

It's kinda a weird feeling to go back home during this 1 month holidays.
I do not get used to this relaxing life as i do not really get a full rest, mentally and physically for the past 1 year.
Everyday i just relax myself. Play AOE3 Lan with my brother, napping at every moment i want, eat the delicious hometown food! (:

Hmmm maybe it is time for me to prepare my SEP
time to spend money
perhaps i should pay a visit to lovely C-Towners in late December :)

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

An Open Letter from Facebook Founder Mark Zuckerberg

It has been a great year for making the world more open and connected. Thanks to your help, more than 350 million people around the world are using Facebook to share their lives online.

To make this possible, we have focused on giving you the tools you need to share and control your information. Starting with the very first version of Facebook five years ago, we've built tools that help you control what you share with which individuals and groups of people. Our work to improve privacy continues today.

Facebook's current privacy model revolves around "networks" — communities for your school, your company or your region. This worked well when Facebook was mostly used by students, since it made sense that a student might want to share content with their fellow students.

Over time people also asked us to add networks for companies and regions as well. Today we even have networks for some entire countries, like India and China.

However, as Facebook has grown, some of these regional networks now have millions of members and we've concluded that this is no longer the best way for you to control your privacy. Almost 50 percent of all Facebook users are members of regional networks, so this is an important issue for us. If we can build a better system, then more than 100 million people will have even more control of their information.

The plan we've come up with is to remove regional networks completely and create a simpler model for privacy control where you can set content to be available to only your friends, friends of your friends, or everyone.

We're adding something that many of you have asked for — the ability to control who sees each individual piece of content you create or upload. In addition, we'll also be fulfilling a request made by many of you to make the privacy settings page simpler by combining some settings. If you want to read more about this, we began
discussing this plan back in July.

Since this update will remove regional networks and create some new settings, in the next couple of weeks we'll ask you to review and update your privacy settings. You'll see a message that will explain the changes and take you to a page where you can update your settings. When you're finished, we'll show you a confirmation page so you can make sure you chose the right settings for you. As always, once you're done you'll still be able to change your settings whenever you want.

We've worked hard to build controls that we think will be better for you, but we also understand that everyone's needs are different. We'll suggest settings for you based on your current level of privacy, but the best way for you to find the right settings is to read through all your options and customize them for yourself. I encourage you to do this and consider who you're sharing with online.

Thanks for being a part of making Facebook what it is today, and for helping to make the world more open and connected.


Mark Zuckerberg

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

Finish Exam luhhhh


Hahas... I am not really excited actually :p
Maybe because most of my friends havent finish exam and i am so bored now ):

Sunday, November 29, 2009

Friday, November 27, 2009

Sigh SIGH

. . . . . . . . . . .
E ah
Mo ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
dun feel like study

p/s: i think i am very ugly ><

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

RainBOW!!!

I love this song very much!


Monday, November 23, 2009

I am SICK


Really sien to fall sick during final exam period esp on the day of my 21st birthday T.T
somehow i wan to pull my CAP up this semester! OMG
CHUI larhhh~

Thursday, November 19, 2009

Monday, November 16, 2009

Sunday, November 15, 2009

Haunt

The girl who always came accross in my mind, everytime and everyday i can't forget about her. She like a ghost, how hard I try I can't reach Her.

Saturday, November 14, 2009

Track down


I won't leave any trace line. NEVER.
But you ALWAYS know I am here and there.
For you.

Friday, November 13, 2009

挑选12种水果的秘笈

苹果

初级秘笈:买苹果(主要是红富士),最好选外表为条状红的(称“条红”),而且红里面有一些黄色。那种苹果脆、汁水多、很香甜。千万不要挑绿里透一点点红的,这样的一般味道都有点寡淡,水分可能也不少,但甜味一定不行。
高级秘笈:正宗的红富士苹果放在桌子上都是歪的,没有正的,否则肯定不是正宗的。

终极秘笈:梨要挑母的,细腻多汁且甜。母的就是顶上的窝要选双数,还要脐深的,脐周围比较圆,柄的根部粗。

桔、柑、橙

高身橙,扁身柑,光身桔──橙子要挑高身的,柑要扁的,桔子的皮要光亮。
初级秘笈:挑桔子的话不论品种,中间有个环形的是母的,通常都会比较甜一些。有个点状的是公的,没有母的甜。挑皮薄有弹性的,早桔汁多味甜,晚桔比较粗糙多筋。
买橙子的时候最好买底部,即“屁股”上面有个圈的。脐橙就买“屁股” 那个洞是凹下去的比较甜。
高级秘笈:要捡沉手的,外皮要捡润滑的象宝宝的皮肤一样,粗糙的像麻子脸的别买,不过砂糖桔就是皮很粗糙的,光滑的都不好。

西瓜

初级秘笈:首先要看西瓜的外壳。瓜的表面光滑,瓜纹黑绿,体型匀称,花蒂小而向内凹,瓜柄绿色、没有干枯的现象。 再就是用手摸瓜皮,感觉滑而硬的为好瓜,发粘或发软的为次瓜。
高级秘笈:用手托起西瓜,轻轻拍敲后用食指和中指弹敲。熟瓜会发出“嘭嘭嘭”的闷声,生瓜会发出“当当当”的清脆声,如发出“噗噗”的声音就是过熟的瓜。 再托起西瓜,用手弹震西瓜,托瓜的手感到颤动震手的是熟瓜,没有震荡的是生瓜。
小贴士:买任何瓜的时候,和瓜秧不连在一起的那头是凹进去的就是熟、好、甜的。

芒果

初级秘笈:饱满、圆润,不软不硬,颜色黄得纯正,香味老远就能闻到,没有斑点(有斑点的是从里面烂掉了)。
高级秘笈: 挑选大约8分熟的,放一两天熟透就可以吃了。买熟透的即吃的芒果,可以看一下芒果的根部,应该是很清爽的,没有出水,同时皮也不能皱起,因为那种水份已经没有了。
小贴士:芒果的汁液有一种成分,对皮肤不好,所以吃时最好切成一小块一小块的,不要碰到皮肤和嘴唇,这样就好了

葡萄

初级秘笈:葡萄要挑整串饱满的,一粒粒长得密密的那种。先闻一下香味,果香浓的才买。
高级秘笈:不要看果粒,要看梗,新鲜的葡萄, 梗硬挺,鲜艳的绿色。当颜色变深褐色,软啪啪的,就是摘下来比较久的了,这样的葡萄虽然可能果粒看上去也比较挺实,可是其实都是低温保存的结果,并不是真的新鲜。

香蕉

终极秘笈:不要挑两头有绿色的,那是处理过的。并且个儿不要太大,小些的香蕉才好。要圆润的,不要有棱角的。正常黄色,略带芝麻点。

猕猴桃

初级秘笈:正熟的弥猴桃整个果实都是超软的,挑选时买颜色略深的那种,就是接近土黄色的外皮,这是日照充足的象征,也更甜。颜色在接蒂处周围是深色的也甜。挑接蒂处是嫩绿色的,这种的新鲜。整体软硬一致,如果一个部位软就是烂的。
高级秘笈:选猕猴桃一定要选头尖尖像只小鸡嘴巴的,而不要选扁扁的像鸭子嘴巴的那种。鸭嘴巴的那种是用了激素的,鸡嘴巴是没用过激素或少用激素的。

桃子

终极秘笈:首要是闻香味,越香越甜。挑不太软的,上面带个小尖尖。

草莓

终极秘笈:草莓不买太红的,颜色越是鲜艳就越酸,红里带点白的草莓最香甜了。买草莓的时候不要选个非常大,形状特奇怪的那种,要选大小一致的,小一点更安全。

木瓜

初级秘笈:木瓜也分公母,肚子大的是母的,比较甜。一般挑鼓肚子的,表面斑点很多,颜色刚刚发黄摸起来不是很软的那种。如果表面上还有点胶质的东西,那没 关系,是糖胶,这样的会比较甜。
高级秘笈:买木瓜如果要马上吃,就要挑黄皮的,但是不可以太软,这样的木瓜才甜而不烂。如果做木瓜排骨汤之类的,要买没有完全成熟的 青皮木瓜,这种木瓜当然是比较硬,一般不生吃。成熟的时候一般皮就黄了,可以当水果吃。如果做甜品的话,就要买红色的夏威夷木瓜,很甜。

西红柿

终极秘笈:挑选西红柿时,不要挑选有棱角的那种,要买这种表面有一层淡淡的粉一样的感觉,而且蒂的部位 一定要圆润,如果蒂部再带着淡淡的青色,就是最沙最甜的了。

综合秘笈

一般一闻、二看,三捏一捏。先闻有没有水果应该有的香味,也闻闻有没有其它的怪味。二看有没有发黑或者烂的地方。三捏一捏,就不用多说了。
选水果的原则是颜色好看有光泽的,还要看水果的根部是不是够凹,有没有一个圈圈,有的话就是母的,母的水果比较甜。
挑水果有一个秘诀,无论什么水果,在蒂的部位凹得越厉害就越甜。


为食主义 整理 文章来源:左岸读书打喷嚏

Thursday, November 12, 2009

Why so SERIOUS?

Why so serious?
That's not a big deal, okie?
Hmmm...dark side politics
LOL childish act

p/s: finally done my residence permit... spend a lot money this week OMG

Sunday, November 8, 2009

Another DAy and niGHT

Saturday, yesterday, yet another day and night...

Not a study day at all, morning VC, noon recharge and night sweefoo's birthday celebration.

It's fruitful yet sinful as I only finish write the 1st draft script for my Monday's design project module presentation.
It is the 2nd presentation in this semester and also the last one.
*I feel like writing a long blog today*

Hall life is as expected before. Crazy supper night, crazy study time, crazy muggers also.
Including crazy HTHT(heart-to-heart talk) section. And I drank beer again. 2 cans. sigh.

Hall life is as complicated as outside CCA also.
Perhaps sometime I might get lost in them but I still managed to light myself up,
finding my own way out.
It is happen in only 4 weeks. Is it sad to see through everything? Cruel yet realistic world. *LaoJiao*

People approach you with motivation. I know knew known. Giving them their expect answer. Happy? Just to protect myself.
Think think think and think more. I am really bad at analysis thing recently.
Come smoke me bah:P

Be mature. It's important. The only thing I get to know myself better!

Going to Norway soon. Within 2 months. I choose to fly from KL. Even though I won't have any friends to send me off(quite sad larh) but ... Hard to describe it...
Never mind I have my lovely family!(:
It is only a temporary drop by. I can't expect much.

Come with blood. Go with scar.

Saturday, November 7, 2009

A morning with old folks

Being friends of VC, i went to the care center this morning.
Playing games and chit chatting with the old folks.
*Ostracize* happen OMG! > <
Some of them obviously come for the freebies but it is ok!
they can get the welfare that's good!
haha~

Thursday, November 5, 2009

Finally get SEP Partner Uni Letter

hmm
start to do many things liao
and still worry about financial status lah
camera price pls drop lah!

Sunday, November 1, 2009

长大

人越大了真的是越多烦恼
是因为接触的东西多了
还是
思想的观点不一样了?

Happy Birthday Ahhao~

Haihz....
Dunno why now very worry about financial status...
should i buy a dslr? > <
or spend the money during sep?
or save it?
HAIHZZZ

Thursday, October 15, 2009

渴望死亡的小丑

他是泪泛冰小

认没痕黄冷巷

为人的的小街

了存街丑头

解在灯的

他 映身一


背 在体角

后 面

的 具

辛 上


Tuesday, October 13, 2009

No Surprise

I've practiced this for hours, gone round and round
And now I think that I've got it all down
And as I say it louder I love how it sounds
Cause I'm not taking the easy way out
Not wrapping this in ribbons
Shouldn't have to give a reason why

It's no surprise I won't be here tomorrow
I can't believe that I stayed till today
Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow
But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise

It came out like a river once I let it out
When I thought that I wouldn't know how
Held onto it forever just pushing it down
Felt so good to let go of it now
Not wrapping this in ribbons
Shouldn't have to give a reason why

It's no surprise I won't be here tomorrow
I can't believe that I stayed till today
There's nothing here in this heart left to borrow
There's nothing here in this soul left to say
Don't be surprised when we hate this tomorrow
God know we tried to find an easier way
Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow
But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise

Our favorite place we used to go
The warm embrace that no one knows
The loving look that's left your eyes
That's why this comes as no, as no surprise

If I could see the future and how this plays out
I bet it's better than where we are now
But after going through this, it's easier to see the reason why

It's no surprise I won't be here tomorrow
I can't believe that I stayed till today
Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow
But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise

The kiss goodnight, it comes with me
Both wrong and right, our memories
The whispering before we sleep, just one more thing that you can't keep
Our favorite place we used to go
The warm embrace that no one knows
The loving look that's left your eyes
But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise

Thursday, October 8, 2009

Wolf GANG

LONE wolf is typically old specimen driven from the pack or young adults in search of new territory.

Sunday, October 4, 2009

Original LiamZai

I found 1 of my part is missing...
I not used to the 1 i like... Hate being the current me...

STOP losing thing
STOP drinking

Saturday, October 3, 2009

Happy Mooncake Festival!


Craving for MOONCAKE now XD

Wednesday, September 30, 2009

Where are you?


Why you are always not there when i need you? ):

Monday, September 7, 2009

Touch my heart


what do I want?
which option should i choose?

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

WHAT i Need is


TIME!!!

I cant even balance my life now. /mentally and physically exhausted\
No phantom, no diving, no MIA and WHAT MORE?!

FML

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

SWOC 09/10

Quite shagged for these few days...
Great to have good supervisors and willing to let me execuse for having 1 week leave to join swoc...
tired edi.. next time continue

Monday, July 20, 2009

FOC end = ...

I am older
haha
ABC Vampire rocks ya
thx to all foc com and returning seniors

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

Future

未来……虽然会因为无法预知而感到害怕
但是因为会有你(们)的陪伴


FOC...

again~~

I am getting older
aiks....
FOC Com Gambateneh~

Monday, July 13, 2009

Goodbye PGPR~~

Here I come SHEARES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

Short yet Temporary


Why people always praise Sakura for their prettiness?
Things become precious
once they bloom their most beautiful moment in a short time
and
need to wait for a long time for the next time
so do meet up with long time no see friends (=

Thursday, July 2, 2009

Life is ......

Changing... we just can't see how we are going to change or be changed
into a good or bad direction

Surprising... we don't even know what is going to happen in the next second
good news or bad news

Tempting... we will meet up with various people
nice guy or evil gal

Tuesday, June 30, 2009

Last day of JUNE

what have I done in this month?

It might not be complicated
It can be simple
Stay Clear

1 month to go... can finish my project in time?!

Thursday, June 25, 2009

Transformers 2 Movie: Revenge Of The Fallen



This movie rocks!
I will give 9.99/10!!!

Not going to talk about the content
Dun wan be spoiler :p
So far the movie is damn nice and watch with nice gang also lar

I like the theme song very much!


and of course Megan Fox :p


Tuesday, June 23, 2009

可以的话

我还是希望不会去在意周围的眼光
有时候做白目、天兵
还是不错的
就算会摔倒
还是往前冲
*Stay Real*

Sunday, June 21, 2009

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

完结

你曾经问过我 “这个世界上到底有没有天才”
我在你澄清的瞳孔中看见了疑惑 我的
脑海里浮现的人影 该说是背影
是我穷追一生也够不着衣角的人
我只有用微笑来回答你
“就算是后天的努力 也是还会有0.01%的成功概率”
能站在绿茵上的 也只有成功的人
“那拥有身体的优势算不算”
胜利女神只会对坚持到底的人微笑
就连恶魔的微笑也只属于算尽计谋的人
即使是再普通的凡人 启动那努力不懈的挑战的
是 不留下悔恨的泪水
缺少了那一份才能 就用顽抗来填补
就算是再高的障碍
也能一路带着战败者的信念 由他们在下面撑上来
看见后面的答案
没有所谓的英雄
只有一同挥洒汗水的同伴
7 333 再见

Friday, June 12, 2009

It's mid of JUNE!

Time flies AGAIN!
i have started working for 1 month already
and
those going for WAT have been working and playing hard at the another corner of earth
and
those old old seniors stil struggling in SG ><
the life so far is simple yet boring
think of going somewhere
but there is no place to explore in SG
perhaps going out take a walk, sit down have a chat
is good

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

突然间

……想起一句话
fate is when it bring HER in front of you
the rest is what you going to do.

Sunday, June 7, 2009

其实

我是一个很无聊的宅男
可以一天呆在房间
用电脑播着歌
躺在床上想些天马行空的东西
或者
打开external hardisk里面的旧照片来看
你可以说我是一个不可以没有回忆的人
我的回忆都在照片里
却发现 人越大 照片也越来越少
可能是生活太单调了吧
不然就一直睡一直睡
不是为了睡觉而睡
而是为了休息或逃避而睡

p/s: 最近喜欢上aikido和游泳

Saturday, June 6, 2009

我office里面的人

不懂为什么一直post不到这篇,懊恼~

基本上我在两个地方跑来跑去的
一个我叫它office(但是也是有lab在里面),另一个我叫它computer lab(也不完全是lab)。

office里面呢
可以分成4个area
a. PDH students 1 地盘
b. PDH students 2 地盘
c. Lab
d. Lab Officer Office

PDH students 1 地盘就是全部都是under我的mentor的。
基本上全部都是很勤劳,可以说是日夜不分在做。
比较有印象的是两个中国PhdStd A,B君还有一个怀疑是M'sian的PhdStd C。
A人蛮友善,见面还是会打招呼,一开始的时候给了我18个reading我到现在还没有看完=。=
B教我用AbaqusCAE,有时候也会来问我有没有遇到什么问题,每次都跑去麻烦他,哈哈
C是唯一一个女生,脸色时常看起来苍白,每天都比我早到,比我迟回,之前带过我做lab。
其他的印象中只有背影,因为我也很少在那里逗留。

PDH students 2 地盘我就比较不清楚,感觉是有很多不同Prof带的PhdStd。
他们这一群比较热闹,常听他们会讨论电影,聊天等。
那天听见一个黑皮的PhdStd说他在东大拿到degree,这里读完Phd就要去美国做工了。强!
完全无法想像他的口音加上日本语=。=
有一个应该是M'sian的PhdStd常常看戏不知觉笑出来,或是听歌唱出来。
大家都戴着耳机,应该只有我听到,超尴尬。

Lab的话,我没有进去过,不过最近买了很多装备,看起来很geng!

Lab Office里面都是officer咯
有一个马来uncle人很好,应该只有他懂我的名字(我在那里超孤单T。T),不过最近开始有点忙,很少看到他。
还有一个华人uncle,应该是local,几乎跟我那里的Phd Std熟到爆。每个都可以聊天,强!

Computer Lab的话,
其本上整条走廊都是电脑室
staff的话,susan和一个prc aunty常常看到。其他都应该在做research的PhdStd吧。

就是这样啦~~~~

原来

我还是比较适合一个人享受孤单

Thursday, May 28, 2009

Beautiful Night...

2nd Row From left to Right: AhLoh, MooMooCow, AhFang, ShuYi
1st Row From left to Right: LiamZai, YeeWen, JingYi, AhFui

with a lot of 2nd hand cigarette smoke. XD

Meet up with primary school friends. Always them to meet up with, but joyness chatting with them never vanish. Although I always remain silence to enjoy listening to their story. (Who cares my boring story?! :p)

Hope to see you guys again soon (=
  

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

做工做工

……说起来其实是那免费的module学东西,即没有帮phd std做lab,也没有工钱。算是同batch中最特别的一个了。

每天早九晚六的生活,是有点单调。
8点到engine canteen吃早餐,
9点要去office,开电脑、按按一下,
945就过去做我的simulation model了。
12点回office等人家叫我吃饭,吃+聊一个小时,
整个下午就待在computer cluster看电脑。
530过后就看心情要不要早回。
晚餐后呆在房间zuoboh
12am前睡觉

现在跑去学aikido,哈哈。

现在我的boss在和他的phd student开会,想偷听都听不懂。无奈。

下篇写写我office里面的人。敬请期待。哈。

后续
结果开完会过后
竟然开party!!!
原来是我的那个lab(NUS MicroSystem Technology Institutive)拿到safety的silver award!
难怪今天那个人很好的Malay lab officer穿酱好看啦~
Old  ChangKee的CurryPuff和罐装水,结果晚餐吃不下=。=

Sunday, May 17, 2009

地图

散落在地板上的碎片
原貌是
广场上人来熙往的一幕
拥有相同特征的碎片被规划在一起
就像是拼拼图的基本步骤
围了一个框框
把类似的拼成小部分
再花很长的时间寻找连接的关键
人不也是那样吗?
寻找一群适合自己的朋友
总是需要一段很长的时间
可能扮演着核心的部分
可能扮演着粘合剂的角色
每个人是不是只要扮演好自己的角色就好了呢?

Saturday, May 16, 2009

生活有感

当我在这里一直click一直click
我还没有发现
原来我们隔了一层布幕
没有薄纱的隐隐约约
也没有黑幕的完全隔离
彼此看得见对方
却触不到内心的深处
我讨厌约见你时的面具
却不知觉地戴上它
什么时候我们才有属于彼此的钥匙
原地踏步 抑或 掀开
嘲笑
原来是一场空

Thursday, May 14, 2009

妻子 情人 红颜知己

       什么是妻子?就是你愿意把积蓄交给她保管的女人。什么是情人?就是你偷偷摸摸地去和她约会又怕妻子撞见的女人。什么是红颜知己?就是你能把有些秘密说给她听却不能说给妻子听的女人。 
  妻子是一种约束,约束你不能随便和别的女人交往;情人是一种补偿,补偿你想从妻子那得到却又无法得到的激情;红颜知己就是一种点拨,点拨你心中的迷津。 
  妻子陪你过日子,情人陪你花钞票,红颜知己陪你聊聊天。妻子不能替代情人,因为她没有情人有情调;情人不能代替妻子,因为她没有妻子的亲情;妻子和情人都代替不了红颜知己,那是心灵的需要。   
  妻子是一个和你没有一点血缘关系的女人,却为你深夜不回家而牵肠挂肚;情人是一个和你没有一点家庭关系的女人,却让你尝尽做男人滋味尽情消魂;红颜知己是一个还没和你扯上关系的女人,却能分担你的快乐和忧愁。 
  妻子是一个家,是一个能给你浮躁的心带来安抚的港湾;情人是家的累赘,只是不到万不得已你不想甩掉;红颜知己是家的点缀,没有她你不会觉得寂寞,但你会觉得生活没意思。 
  妻子的关心像一杯白开水,有时会成为一种唠叨,只是在生病时才成为一种温馨;情人的关心就像在白开水里加了一勺糖,慢慢地品上一个晚上还不满足;红颜知己的关心就像工作到午夜喝一杯咖啡,越喝越提神。 
  妻子怀上你的孩子会深情地问你想要个男孩还是要个女孩,情人怀上你的孩子会哭着来问你该怎么办怎么办啊?对于红颜知己,你会把你的情人怀孕的消息告诉她,并问她你该怎么办。至于妻子,你会在她发现你的情人肚子大了的秘密后才告诉她:“其实,我早就想告诉你了。”然后拼命地向她解释,并作可怜状。 
  妻子回了娘家一个星期不回来你也不想,情人三天不见你就给她打电话:上哪去了?今晚我们到老地方喝杯咖啡好吗?心中有了苦闷,你最想找个红颜知己倾诉,告诉她你在妻子和情人之间疲于奔命,实在受不了了。 
  最让男人受不了的是妻子的唠叨,情人的眼泪,红颜知己的误解。妻子的唠叨使男人的心乱上加乱,情人的眼泪让男人已硬的心变得酥软,红颜知己的误解把男人的心由悬崖推进深谷。 
  最好的妻子,就是男人能从她身上找到情人和红颜知己两种相互交织的感觉,只是这种感觉男人很难找到。最好的情人是在你和她的关系被妻子发现而主动退出又不提任何要求,只是情人很难做到这点。最好的红颜知己是有一天她能成为情人,甚至妻子,只是这种想法很难实现。 
  如果有可能,男人都在想把红颜知己变成情人,如果再有可能,再把她变成妻子。只是变成妻子的红颜知己就不再是知己了,因为很少有男人把自己的妻子当成知己的。男人心中有好多秘密不能随便说给妻子听。要不,那还叫男人么? 
  娶一个妻子是为了怕别人说闲话,找一个情人是为了给单调的生活加点味精,交一个红颜知己是想给空虚的心灵浇点鸡汤。男人一生都在寻找的不是一个妻子,也不是一个情人,而是一个甚至更多的红颜知己。 
  有些失去是注定的,有些缘分是永远不会有结果的,爱一个人不一定要拥有,但拥有了一个人就一定要珍惜,不要等到伤害的时候才去乞求原谅,不要等到失去的时候再去挽回。如果我不小心流下一滴泪水,那是因为我不愿意忘记你是谁.

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Wednesday, May 13, 2009

考试结束了……

……差不多一个礼拜,疯了几天(clubbing, steamboat, city square kim gary treat),回家几天,就开工了。
今天是第3天,没有工钱,还有时间期限的压力,还真是自找苦吃。哈。
希望自己能够快点上手。abaqus~~不要讨厌我~

最近也是诸事不顺,不要讲考试眼睛一直贴邮票啦,连vacation stay都有问题。
还好遇到贵人security uncle叫我去找有用的staff,不然我也不懂要怎样。
或说在新加坡,我学到最厉害的东西就是写email,投诉一流tim。
负责人不chap你就找他的头头,哈哈。
还当天就打电话给我,之前好不要理我的email咯。真的是狗眼看人低。
p/s: pgp new management真的是没有用。

开始早九晚五的日子,才知道上班族早上等吃饭,吃饱等喝茶,再来等下班,最好没加班的日子。
每次吃饱就会想睡觉,有次干脆伏在桌上睡,结果听到我的mentor的声音,还好他没有讲什么,跟我笑笑。不过我的mentor,Dr. ZhouGuangYa人真的不错啦,给我做intern,有问题问他还不会嫌弃。哈!感恩感恩~

放工回房就想睡觉,不懂那些PHDstudent怎样过的,难怪会脸色苍白。哈哈。
不过整个cluster只有我一个人也是很寂寞,都不懂为什么没有人叫我出来玩的=。=(伤心~
看来我还是那种叫人出来,而不是等人叫的那种。

Saturday, April 25, 2009

Reading Week is over....

That means EXAM WEEK is here!
Gosh! I have my 1st paper on the very first day of final period ans my last paper just 2nd last day of the exam period....
Amazing right?
WTF NUS office handling the exam date like this....

Well well... 1st paper been 1st blooded.. I have to work hard...
More than 1 week in Central Library already...
2nd and 3rd week coming!
Boooooooooooooooooooring!

25/4
29/5
04/5
05/5
06/5
.................................................
HOLIDAY!!!
but 3 month non-salary internship coming!
Work alone in 1 project... cant imagine how hard it will be...
I wan money!!!!

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

Holiday Plan(s)

Ha... I know it might be early to do this
but why dun cheer myself up during this mugging period? (=

To Do List:
1. Special Term (stil thinking whether drop it or not)
2. Learn Norwegian!!! (yeap yeap^^)
3. Learn to use 1 software (eg. PS)
4. Sports weekly or daily? (football all the way?!)
5. Travelling (finding sponsorship now)
6. Reading
7. Learn to photo shooting

Wow... so much fun things to do! 
Thanks for 21 companies reject my VIP application to let me have chance doing these~

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

華教常識賽揚威‧峇株華中奪雙冠?!

        (柔佛‧峇株巴轄)由全國校友聯總主辦,柔佛州華校校友會聯合會承辦的“第6屆(2008年)全國華教常識比賽”成績揭曉,峇株巴轄華仁中學第5組學生,成功榮獲柔佛州及全國冠軍榮銜。
            整體成績柔居冠 此外,新山寬柔中學仁慈隊,也奪得這項比賽的柔佛州及全國亞軍,為柔州隊伍爭光不少。
            雖然鑾中校友隊在比賽中得分最高,但因校友聯總章程所限,此隊已於2007年奪過全國冠軍,不能再頒冠軍獎,故改頒最佳精神榮譽獎。這次比賽的整體成績,也由柔州居冠。
           在“第13屆(2008年)全國征文比賽”方面,柔州參賽者表現也非常出色,黃聖銘及陳文恬(鑾中)分別奪得公開組及初中組全國冠軍。
           上述2項比賽的優勝者,早前已在華中校友會會所舉行的頒獎禮上領獎;比賽是由東甲金山度假村董事主席鄭志強所贊助。
頒獎禮出席者包括柔州華校校友會聯合會主席阮文瓊及副主席林道民等。
星洲日報‧2009.04.07
不要搞搞笑,一句话就带过我们辛苦的努力。
章程上的错不应该由我们承担,全国冠军咧,根本是我们的囊中之物,就酱飞走了。
最佳精神榮譽獎?!根本就是敷衍。
大人的世界根本就是黑暗。
华人欺负华人,没救咯,还读什么华教历史,呸你们这里侮辱华教历届的斗士。
整个事件牵涉太多人了,根本不想去叙述。
蜀中无大将,廖化作先锋?根本是抬举他们。哼。
看过天和地之间的差距吗?根本是抬举他们。哼。
欢迎你们对号入座~

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

文字低潮

最近一直想写点东西
可是就下不了手
很想找些好的文章来看看
怀念apple廖每次印很多给我们看的高三时光

Monday, March 30, 2009

Dream

Have a terrible scary but sweet dream.
Just come in suddenly, am I good?
Does it mean i don't have good quality sleep?
But my sleeping time is much more enough than others already...
I want a moment of peace.
Sign*

-------Positive Line------------
oh yeah~ happy birthday to HuiMin also~

Saturday, March 28, 2009

Unforgetable - ABFC 150309

No need to write this time....
Got people write liao XD



From left to right: Saikim(ntu captain), LiamZai, Birdji(nus captain), Bidiao

Our defender: JiaYi
Top striker: YongTzer
Pattern liao laio Goalie: Hamzah

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

What a horrible week~ But have FUN!

It's gonna a long long week after last post, although it is only 10+ days but i feel like hundreds of years.

Bad news and flase hope keep flooding me in the beginning of this week. Failure to get V.I.P. (Vacation Internship Programme), Success appeal get 1 company after I find the person in charge and in the end been rejected due to my CAP lower than 4.0. Emailing 10+ companies to apply for internship, been rejected or ignored, I only can use recession this reason to self console (although  95% of my friends get T.T). Thanks my lovely friends for hearing my complaint through msn in this period (= 

In the end, I decide to take special term I (omg, i forget to inform my parents just now when i call back home) and decide to use this long vacation to settle my SEP thing and perhaps learn Norwegian. Now, i headache for another SEP awards applying. Need a lot of cert and doc but Ican't find time to go back home to take. Hope my brother can find it and courier them to me. GOD, give me good news!!! I need money for my SEP europe trip XD

Lagged behind the lecture, this always happen after the mid term test. Haha. I now rushing tutorial and lecture notes. And fews days ago, I just submit my ma2216 assignment. Really killing people! Birdji and I solve for long time and luckily ChanHow & Ahgame save us~ Wow~
Well, i also miss my class gathering (?!) due to this assignment. SAD.

I spent whole Sunday in NUS YST Concert Hall. 7am woke by my concert manager, Ms XinYi and I fall aslept again. Luckily she sms followed up or i 
won't wake up so early. Keke. Take a cab and move all those booklets and stuff to the concert hall. I got nothing to do until 11am sound check section. I just sit there hear the Harmonica Orchestra, Solo & Ensemble doing soundcheck. Boring and sleepy. The emcee sleep whole the process. I wonder how she did it. =.=

And finally the tech run. Gosh.. TERRIBLE! I wonder the performers really know the flow or not. SAD. And luckily got 1 experienced bass/chord senior performers help me to give them instructions. Arg... I not a good stage manager. Luckily, there is another run and I step by step runing the flow! Wonderful nice this time!!

5pm!!! Concert start... DI Box got problem? No fully plug in? Faint all the way... Luckily both YST uncle techicians are nice and the lighting uncle very nice too. and UCC sound engineers willing to accept my suggestion. Although got some miscommunication lah~~ But quite sad to see the emsemble part got some problem occur. And I fail to remind raising the volume of the voice over wireless mics. And screw the last ending of the Soiree 2009. Oncall before the flowering giving section. T.T Luckily the conductor save me! PRO!!! 

A new experience to become stage manager again. But this time no got the headset 1. Haha. No chance to say thank you to every technicians and backstage crew.

Also meet a lot classmates after the concert! and hear some shocking news! blue blue~~ keke

Friday, March 13, 2009

Friendship

What is Friendship? I have read some similar articles about difference between friendship of women and of men. (Bless to the CTW)

Women will choose their friends by whether they willing to share their feelings with them. While men's friendship is mostly build on the base of taking part in same activity. As we always say, ladies represent emotinal and men on the rational side. Part of this is correct.(Because I think I am more and more no longer rational now)

Friends like to say I always mix with girls and girls say sometime I am more act/look like a girl. I not really only prefer to hang around with girls but sometime I just feel nothing to talk with guys. This explain as I mention before men's friends more like activity partner but I just like to talk talk and talk.(Except playing football and bball XD)

Maybe this reason make me start getting far from my guy friends, even though they are from the same hometown with me. Recently, I start to have the selfish thinking as why I always the one who take the first action to communicate with them but not them to do. Even though they do, I will be the one listed out and their reasons are always the same: "I thought xxx have informed you." or "You always busy d lah" OK. Maybe is my fault not to inform them where am I now or say I am free now. Maybe I always packed myelf with those events. 1 sms or message in msn is no too hard right?

I just start to feel friends are getting less around me and close friends. Is I look too lcly or what? Sometime I just can't help feeling cheer up myself when I think of getting less contact with high school friends. Chances and time will just go off if we do not grab it. Shouldn't be there is an old folks' speaking "Friends are always the best in high school time"?

I think I need to firgue this again..... Who know this will take how long time?

Monday, March 2, 2009

Sad

I am really EMO SaD....................................................
Feel exhausted to do anything
Feel helpless to settle anything
Feel lonely when I look at the lecture notes

Suddenly miss hug...

Sunday, March 1, 2009

25s

      1.      I am the middle child in my family, 1 elder sister and 1 younger brother. I feel blessed to live with my family. 

2.      I am not a hardworking student as I always slack around and doing nothing. I have a notebook listed all the things to be done but I will still indulge myself playing facebook and other’s thing. Just like now, I am writing this note instead of studying the 2 midterm tests in next Tuesday and Wednesday. 

3.      I love to sweat but not due to the hot weather. But I do not take good care of myself. Ends up there are sweat strains on my face and hand. 

4.      I can say to be never in relationship with any girls until now. But people always like to assume that I have a girlfriend and hiding her identity or letting them to know who she is. 

5.      I not really like to be called "cute" but it depends on who is calling me. I will feel like not growing up when people say I am cute. In the end, I find that the problem is my baby face. 

6.      I have a lot of nicknames which I forget how I get them. After starting my Uni life in S'pore, people just start calling my name, William. The most frequent nickname I use is LiamZai or AhLiam. 

7.      I was used to tag as a good student in my primary school life, just because I am obedient and always keep myself tidy. Teachers like to ask me how I comb my hair and I am still wondering why they will ask this question. 

8.      I have a very simple childhood comparing to other friends like cycling around in evening and playing basketball in the neighbourhood. I feel comfortable in home and do not like to go out without my parents. 

9.      I like music and I heard a lot of different kinds of music. My flavour of music changes rapidly. That’s why I have 800 songs in my mp3 player. 

10.   Start from secondary school, I do not like the education system of Southeast Asia and this feeling continue until I come in NUS. It’s kinda pumping all the knowledge into our brain, not considering any other factor. And RESULT matters all. 

11.   The 2nd finger of my right hand is not straight and bends to the right in a small angle. This is because I like to twist that finger when I was in Junior 2. 

12.   I like to wear my uncle’s glasses every time I visit to my grandmum’s house when I was small. And now I just hate to wear it as it is troublesome when I playing soccer. Part of the reason is I feel I look good w/o glasses. XD 

13.   Although my sister is good in piano, I just a noob of this area. I don’t know either to sing or play any music instrument even though I try to play violin before. 

14.   I not really outgoing at all. And I do not feel weird to eat alone in canteen or do anything alone. For example, I like to jog alone around the campus. 

15.   I am not a polite people. I will sometime split out rude words unintentionally or like to touch and mess other’s things. 

16.   My friends like to say I am the gossip king but I not really. Sometime people just ignore me and gossip beside me. What can I do? 

17.   I always try to be a good listener but fail to do so as I cannot control myself to keep quiet. And I also always need a listener. 

18.   My friends say I am an optimistic person but I do not think so. Sometime I will down and emo also. But I do not really like to show out as I like the bring happiness to other not those sad thing. 

19.   If I have a chance to own a special power, I will choose time travelling. I just miss those times in my secondary school life badly. Playing soccer in Sunday early morning and preparing big events in school is the most memorably time for me. 

20.   I was extremely bad when I was in Junior 2 and I hurt a lot of my friends (of coz not physically hurt them). And till now I feel regret to be that me in that time. 

21.   I love Malay and Indian food a lot and of coz Chinese food!!! But I don’t interest in western food except the dessert!!! 

22.   I also like to drink, but not Vodka. Not really like the taste of it. But I start not to drink because I afraid my tummy will get bigger and bigger. 

23.   I like raining when I feel like to have a nap. I like sunny day when I am waiting to go for football and jogging. 

24.   I love kids when they do not mess up with me or they just cry for nothing. I think I will be an extremely strict father in future. 

25.   So, I want to find the woman who is kind and patient to spend my life with. Some more, if can, she needs to be independent and capable. XD

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Recently not really have time to write blog and no in mood also. Quite down and emo, cheer up LiamZai!

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

Recess Week?!

Erm.... try to write in point form this time....

1. Visit to CL last weekend but ends up hearing noisy fire alarm... luckily it ends after around 30 minutes i settle down.

2. My lecturers suddenly announce that there will be mid term test! SHOCK!!!

3. Finish the horrible week on Friday... Monday Tuesday Wednesday-Bazaar; Tuesday & Wednesday as usual busy >"<... Thursday until Friday 8am just sleep... Doing stupiak wheelchair design.... Very tired for whole Friday....

4. Havent start CCA Point entry... Don't know how to do also...

5. Spend 1 day in Kluang only.. Rush back here again for study and assignment...

This blog is really all about sh!t things~~~

Things happens in Feb also:
a. Seens several people get injured: 2 on head and 1 on leg.
b. Took part as performers in ISN again, same as last year, hacving lots of FUN!
c. Trebutchets competition lose... Impressive on my 2 groupmates for their skills and creatives.
d. Visit to Sembawang Shipyard... Feel like trying to work there although many people don't lke the environment there... Got long story for it XD

Saturday, February 14, 2009

情人节快乐

不管single还是attached
希望大家快快乐乐~ ^^

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还是一样一个人度过这个节日
多少还是有点伤感
看到四处都是双双对对
虽然平时有朋友在身边
一旦特殊的节日到来
还是会有点孤单
尤其是躲在房间的我
跑去吃午餐的时候
发现食堂犹如假期般空荡荡


昨天有朋友行动了
希望他成功!

[有点失去自我的感觉]

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

原来……

在沙滩上挖了一个坑
丢进去 丢进去 丢进去 丢进去
丢进去 丢进去 丢进去
丢进去 丢进去
丢进去
全部都丢进去
让海水冲走它
听不见
看不见
感觉不到
倒不如
撒手不理?

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

无题

还是喜欢以前的自己
理智

Monday, February 2, 2009

牛年 冲

一转眼 新年又过了
除了红包越收越少 就是今年没有什么新年的感觉
经济不好就是酱的咯
班聚今年提前到年二十九举行
34人出席 保持了以往的纪录*Maddog Roberto_Leow Tiang Kosong 龙鸟达 佩仪 欣薇 三没 阿爆 桂姐 靖颖,希望下次的聚会可以在照片中看到你们*

喝茶、室内[Legend of Woodpecker]、班拜,只要是聚在一起的活动我都尽量出席
虽然很累,但还是很开心
初三skip一天的课,哈哈
结果,拜六有跑回家弄东西
晚上去喝茶,意外地去帮一个老同学庆祝生日
虽然很多不认识的人 但还好我习惯当透明人 [见识到爱拍照的女生有多疯狂]
Week 4 就这样结束了
我要加油咯
CCA Bazaar, EMCC, Design Assignment, InFusion
Fight!!!!!
 

Saturday, January 24, 2009

胡搞瞎搞

如果要我把肩膀租出去
那我希望
租金不是你的眼泪

just digged out few months ago draft post

新年 牛牛

拖jingting同学的福,昨天下午130pm就到家了!
所幸C.I.Q.是很通畅无阻,没有什么人潮(不过是走了很长的一段路到City Square……)。

这两年新年都是一回到家就马上去把头发修一修。
结果两次都修过头,变回高中那种平头,价钱还不是普通的贵!
去年用料rm35今年rm20 T.T

哈拉很久了
回正题
今天早上闲闲没事做
想起昨天老母跟我讲老豆的风水佬朋友算到我去sep
直接让我想到peteranswer.com
不过还是那个风水佬厉害一点
还讲我sep回来就会有女朋友(1st)(搞不好是洋妞 @.@)
都不懂有酱神没有

然后去剪头发的时候
理发师还讲我酱斯文look(不要怀疑,是真的),一定有女朋友(2nd)
然后哈拉很多不3不4的东西
他还叫我不要太picky
直接想[一拳打爆他的头]

傍晚的时候,家里来了两个工人修理东西
我就坐在外面吹风看路人
结果咧……有一个工人(跟我老豆很熟)又问我有没有女朋友(3rd)
马上3条线飞过~~
我还是静静不出声好……=.=

结论:
新年要到了,大家(尤其是长辈)都会很担心我是单身……
我又不是长得一脸受女生欢迎样
真的是很昏倒

I'm Yours -Jason Mraz

Lyrics:
Well you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks, now I'm trying to get back

Before the cool done run out, I'll be giving it my bestest
And nothing's going to stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some

But I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love love

Listen to the music of the moment people, dance and sing
We're just one big family
And it's our God-forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved loved

So I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm sure
There's no need to complicate, our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

D-d-do do you, but do you, d-d-do
But do you want to come on
Scooch on over closer dear
And I will nibble your ear

I've been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror
And bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer
But my breath fogged up the glass
And so I drew a new face and I laughed

I guess what I be saying is there ain't no better reason
To rid yourself of vanities and just go with the seasons
It's what we aim to do, our name is our virtue

But I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm yours

Come on and open up your mind and see like me
(I won't hesitate)
Open up your plans and damn you're free
(No more, no more)
Look into your heart and you'll find that the sky is yours
(It cannot wait, I'm sure)

So please don't, there's no need
(There's no need to complicate)
There's no need to complicate
(Our time is short)
'Cause our time is short
(This is our fate)
This is, this is, this is our fate
I'm yours

Oh, I'm yours
Oh, I'm yours
Oh, whoa, baby you believe I'm yours
You best believe, best believe I'm yours




Yeah yeah~ I'm yours, do you know?

Friday, January 23, 2009

Windy Cold Night II

Yeah... I back to my hometown
I feel excited when in the journey going back home
but
why I feel boring now?
What are the things troubling me?
I really don't know...
Easily get frustrated recently...

Friday, January 16, 2009

漫漫长夜 I

Why i suddenly got feeling of cannot reach both side?
I have already tried my *best* hard 
but 
I still gain nothing instead of slowly losing what I have initially....

Please.... Just tell me what to do...
Anyone gives me a sign or hint... I really appreciate it...